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want to know why im awake at 130 in the morning when there isnt anything good on TV?
because when i try to sleep the realization that from the second you are born, you start to die
and that no matter what you do your entire life, you cant avoid the fact that one day you will die and so will every other person you have ever met keeps me awake.
the fact that every single minute that passes is one minute closer to when you die.
that dying is universal. whether you shop at wal mart, abercrombie, or bloomingdales.
is that weird that i do that?
do people think about like, puppies and shit when they cant sleep?
being realistic sucks.
because when i try to sleep the realization that from the second you are born, you start to die
and that no matter what you do your entire life, you cant avoid the fact that one day you will die and so will every other person you have ever met keeps me awake.
the fact that every single minute that passes is one minute closer to when you die.
that dying is universal. whether you shop at wal mart, abercrombie, or bloomingdales.
is that weird that i do that?
do people think about like, puppies and shit when they cant sleep?
being realistic sucks.