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I'm fairly certain I can say, without any exaggeration, that if one day just over five years ago had gone a little different, I'd almost certainly be married right now. Like, 90% chance, once that one-day-five-years-ago hurdle is cleared.
No, I don't really feel like going into detail about how I know this with such certainty. It's... convoluted, to say the least.
Still, it's a sobering thought. It's so big that I want to believe in a God just to shake my fist angrily at him for something so important turning so much on that one day. I didn't even do anything particularly wrong that day, just that not enough went right, so it's hard to not be bothered by it.
No, I don't really feel like going into detail about how I know this with such certainty. It's... convoluted, to say the least.
Still, it's a sobering thought. It's so big that I want to believe in a God just to shake my fist angrily at him for something so important turning so much on that one day. I didn't even do anything particularly wrong that day, just that not enough went right, so it's hard to not be bothered by it.