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this was the best and worst night of my life.
i've said goodbye to too many people recently.
i can't take this.
i almost fucking drove up on the curb... god idk what i was doing... in the middle of the intersection like turning around... jesus... i was crying too hard to think.
have you ever seen that movie The Girl Next Door? well, its a bad movie, funny, but still kinda dumb, but in the end, he's writing a page for the yearbook and it starts, "i will always remember..." and then its all sappy and happy and the movie ends once he fills that in.
well
I will always remember
~ the last pep band game ever, everyone had left the gym, but the pep band, and we were all standing up playing smoke on the water for the last time
~ every tiger's game, including tonight.... and "Eat 'em up Tigers, eat 'em up CLANK CLANK"
~ charlie and rita's boogers
~ genna's laugh
~ PUNS... I HATE PUNS
~ band trips... pussaliah and the rubas
~ everyone arguing with jamie
~ fancy dinners and trips to red robin
~ dancing with genna and with my dance buddy kristen
~ puking in Moys before sadies, and charlie being excited
~ the hole in my wall (i know it was like two days ago, but whatever, i'll always remember)
~ the car accident - getting the call, standing there listening to al's voice and just balling, attempting to run a cross country race and failing miserably (hell, i always failed miserably), calling my parents to ask if i could go to the hospital and crying so hard i couldn't even talk, seeing genna in that hospital bed and being so happy because she was alive. she was alive... you all were alive... i can't even imagine what life would be like without you, i wouldn't be the person i am today, i wouldn't be as fun (you made me want to be fun), i wouldn't be as outgoing, i wouldn't be as big of a band nerd, i wouldn't be a dyke... i wouldn't be me
and i'll always remember how lucky i was to be friends with all of you. yeah, its cheesey as hell, but i love you, and you've made me laugh so hard, and cry so hard, and you've supported me in everything (even when you thought i was a bitch) and you were my band nerd friends and you were my heros and you were my loves, and you're the best friends i could ever ask for... you're amazing...
i have no more words
so i know i'll cry because its over, but i'll definitely smile because it happened
i miss you already...
i've said goodbye to too many people recently.
i can't take this.
i almost fucking drove up on the curb... god idk what i was doing... in the middle of the intersection like turning around... jesus... i was crying too hard to think.
have you ever seen that movie The Girl Next Door? well, its a bad movie, funny, but still kinda dumb, but in the end, he's writing a page for the yearbook and it starts, "i will always remember..." and then its all sappy and happy and the movie ends once he fills that in.
well
I will always remember
~ the last pep band game ever, everyone had left the gym, but the pep band, and we were all standing up playing smoke on the water for the last time
~ every tiger's game, including tonight.... and "Eat 'em up Tigers, eat 'em up CLANK CLANK"
~ charlie and rita's boogers
~ genna's laugh
~ PUNS... I HATE PUNS
~ band trips... pussaliah and the rubas
~ everyone arguing with jamie
~ fancy dinners and trips to red robin
~ dancing with genna and with my dance buddy kristen
~ puking in Moys before sadies, and charlie being excited
~ the hole in my wall (i know it was like two days ago, but whatever, i'll always remember)
~ the car accident - getting the call, standing there listening to al's voice and just balling, attempting to run a cross country race and failing miserably (hell, i always failed miserably), calling my parents to ask if i could go to the hospital and crying so hard i couldn't even talk, seeing genna in that hospital bed and being so happy because she was alive. she was alive... you all were alive... i can't even imagine what life would be like without you, i wouldn't be the person i am today, i wouldn't be as fun (you made me want to be fun), i wouldn't be as outgoing, i wouldn't be as big of a band nerd, i wouldn't be a dyke... i wouldn't be me
and i'll always remember how lucky i was to be friends with all of you. yeah, its cheesey as hell, but i love you, and you've made me laugh so hard, and cry so hard, and you've supported me in everything (even when you thought i was a bitch) and you were my band nerd friends and you were my heros and you were my loves, and you're the best friends i could ever ask for... you're amazing...
i have no more words
so i know i'll cry because its over, but i'll definitely smile because it happened
i miss you already...