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i dont know why it hurts so bad, because i've never had it to lose before, and im probably being over dramatic, i have a tendency to do that, but it hurts so bad. i've kind of felt this way for a while, but it really just hit me like a ton of bricks just now. i have this feeling that i've never had before, and fankly, i hate it, i dont want to feel this way anymore, but i cant get rid of it, and i dont know why.