Feelings
wow, feelings are just plain confusing, sometimes i dont even know what to think. like right now, im typing this, so obviously i can concentrate, but honestly, its hard. there are so many things messing with me right now. sometimes i just want to shout how i feel at the top of my lungs, i just need to tell someone, anyone, but when it comes down to it, i dont have the guts to tell anyone anything, and that results in the problem getting worse, or atleast not any better, even if someone told me, its ok, i won't judge you, or i wont laugh at you, or anything like that, i just cant do it, but i want to, and its seriously tearing me to shreds. i know i wont, but it makes me feel like im gonna cry, i feel tears building up, but they never come out, and neither do my feelings. GOD HELP ME! its too hard to concentrate on this entry, im done