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[mmimismissmissy]

  I dunno what to do anymore. I used to love swimming but ever since I got on the swim team its made me hate it. I hate swimming, I really don't like SOME of the people on the team aaand Im not getting enough sleep and I am always tired. On the other hand second semester is supposed to be really fun and laid back but I dunno if I can stand being in

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[yesssitskelly]

heyyy missy
i guess i can explain the whole dirty look thing.Ya see the way swimmers are is we're in each others business alll the time.Thats true with any sport or club or anything like that though. Like if you missed a lot of meetings for a club or something and just expected to put it on your application people wouldnt think thats fair cause you werent participating enough. The same goes for swimming,when you dont show up people get irritated.Im not saying they should be rude to you but they have the right to be upset.Theyre not getting in your business cause you not showing up applies to them too cause your a swimmer, and its a team. so trust me your not the only one catching crap for skipping.we're not singleing you out i promise. And also i think you should give some of the people another chance cause honestly i can hardly remember once seeing you actually talk to some of the juniors. You kind of block them out so they do the same to you. And ive never seen you at the funnest events ex.the halloween party and pasta parties. im not saying that you shouldnt quit cause if your not having fun with it then ya theres really no point in putting yourself through all the work im just saying to ease up on them a bit. I mean can you honestly tell me that youve never given some people a dirty look or talked about them.Other than that i hope you figure things out and your happy with it.:)
all the love,
kelly

yah

[yesssitskelly]

Yah I know what ya mean but Im not talking about everyone on the swim team I like the majority of them and actually I havn't really talked behind anyones back or given dirty looks-I kind of stopped that a while ago. I understand why poeple give dirty looks and what not and Im actually fine with the people I know, but I only stopped coming ot practice when eveything started falling apart so i actually think its kind of unnecossery for people I have never spoken to-to do stuff! but its all good I don't really mind-Its the whole sport thing that bugs me haha and I have tried opening up to people but its pretty hard. Some people just don't wana be open for new friends and I totally respect it! Its just Im not gonna go try anything haha but yah I get what ya mean

**MISSSY*** I forgot my password haha