what the hell
I am in the worst mood. Ever. Karate camp was this week and it was so much fun, Mike came yesterday and he threw me in the pool and jumped in with me and we played around and jenn was there and he threw her around too and it was like the best time ever. Mike is amazing and now i am never going to see him or anybody from karate again except for Jenn but i wont see her until school starts. Last night i was supposed to stay over at camp with everybody and we would have made s'mores and had a bonfire and stayed up late and just hung out. hanign out with them is always so much fun, because we all get along so great and everything and everybody has different personalities but we all meshed so well together and we could all be ourselves and have a great time, every Monday Wednesday and Friday night I had karate class and i always felt right at home in that studio with my FRIENDS. but my parents had issues with my instructor over a lot of things and thought it was neccesary to pull me out of karate last night before i even had the chance to say goodbye to any of the wonderful i have come to know and love over the past 10 years. It was aweful I couldn't stop crying as I took my last look at kathy and joe who had become like second parents to me and my fellow peers and friends, eric, danny, MIKE,and JENN,I wish I could rewind and freeze yesterday in the pool when everything was okay because it was shortly after that my parents decided to pull me and it was only a matter of time before they came to pick me up, my dad said he would let me stay the night so I thought I at least had until the morning to say 'bye and have some fun before I left, but my mom thought I should leave right away so they came abck and picked me up. I dont think i will ever be able to go back to that place that I know so well and it only feels natural to make that drive just five minutes form my house three times a week. I've done it for the past ten years. I am going to miss everythign about it so much, and i will never forget any of the many lessons learned from everybody I have met and i wish i had the oppurtunity to thank them all for making the person I am today because I know I wouldn't be who I am without any of them.