matt i think i am understanding how it is to be hosed over time and time again
Today i had an epiphany....i realized life sucks ass hardcore...i realized no matter what i do nothing will ever work out and i also realized that in desparate times we all need to smile but my face wont budge from this look and hasnt for the past 5 hours or so now and its starting to not feel right....im lost i feel lost i feel incomplete but at the same time i feel you and only you can complete me...it sounds weird but your smile and that look in your eyes tells me that theres just something about you that i just cant let go so easily but its so hard to hold onto something so high up with nothing else to hold onto and no help getting up there....
i cant take anymore of this...i wanted to ask you to homecoming so bad just so that way i could hold you in my arms for that little while without you feeling weird but now i dont even know how to go about asking you let alone dealing with your answer............
P.S. matt you were right...this feeling is the worst but for some reason im not mad i feel like i knew this would happen so i feel like i set my self up for a let down....idk what this is yet but i know i dont like it...not one bit
i cant take anymore of this...i wanted to ask you to homecoming so bad just so that way i could hold you in my arms for that little while without you feeling weird but now i dont even know how to go about asking you let alone dealing with your answer............
P.S. matt you were right...this feeling is the worst but for some reason im not mad i feel like i knew this would happen so i feel like i set my self up for a let down....idk what this is yet but i know i dont like it...not one bit