a crush is crush but not everything is always a crush...its more this time
So yeah yesterday was my bestfriend Matticris's 18th birthday and we partied at Roberts house and tonite we are going to party at Naismith's brother Nick's house but other than that though i havent had too much going on except work and sleeping....
"You try so hard to resist me and in the end its all easier because you have him but when hes gone and left your side like every man before him who will be there?......who will save you from your sorrows?.....there once was a time i felt in my heart i would give anything up for you anything at all but now i have given it all up all my determination and persistance....i can no longer go on trying to make something work that you don't want to even try to make work....but i will tell you this when he hurts you let me be the first to know because deep in my heart i will never let you go"