Happy Birthday, honey. #2
So.. it's R.D.'s birthday today.
I texted him around midnight..
I was hoping for an answer..
But I haven't got a message yet and it's 9PM now.
I started to worry.. because a boys night out.. You never know what's going to happen so.. I told Lala, but apparently he has answered her texts.. and not mine. Umh, and he was working.. apparently. So the good thing is that nothing bad happened..
But ..did he just ignore my text.. Or he was working so hard he didn't have the time? Or.. he didn't see my text.. But Lala texted him after me.. Or he accidentally deleted it..
& I did so much for his present.. I took a shoe box and cut his name out.. and painted the box in different colours.. and made strips from papers and gave it a colour and dried it so it curled and.. put a bit perfume on it.. and put it in the box along with my present.. and my card.. and.. now .. he will find it so lame.. I don't want to give it to him anymore.. all that..
& I made him a little magazine, a version of Glamour & Cosmopolitan.. and he will totally find that lame.. I don't want to give him the present anymore. I don't. I don't.
I called him Friday.. to ask him a few things and at the end, I said: "I hope you'll have fun this weekend. Just enjoy it. & The girls and I have a surprise for you on Monday." and then he said: "Thank you." With this voice that I haven't heard anymore in ages.. With appreciation. I could see his face, theway he said it. It was so different. You know, he barely even looks at me now. He barely even listens when I talk to him.. but it's okay.. One day the things we'll be okay again.. We are going to okay.. we are..
I texted him around midnight..
I was hoping for an answer..
But I haven't got a message yet and it's 9PM now.
I started to worry.. because a boys night out.. You never know what's going to happen so.. I told Lala, but apparently he has answered her texts.. and not mine. Umh, and he was working.. apparently. So the good thing is that nothing bad happened..
But ..did he just ignore my text.. Or he was working so hard he didn't have the time? Or.. he didn't see my text.. But Lala texted him after me.. Or he accidentally deleted it..
& I did so much for his present.. I took a shoe box and cut his name out.. and painted the box in different colours.. and made strips from papers and gave it a colour and dried it so it curled and.. put a bit perfume on it.. and put it in the box along with my present.. and my card.. and.. now .. he will find it so lame.. I don't want to give it to him anymore.. all that..
& I made him a little magazine, a version of Glamour & Cosmopolitan.. and he will totally find that lame.. I don't want to give him the present anymore. I don't. I don't.
I called him Friday.. to ask him a few things and at the end, I said: "I hope you'll have fun this weekend. Just enjoy it. & The girls and I have a surprise for you on Monday." and then he said: "Thank you." With this voice that I haven't heard anymore in ages.. With appreciation. I could see his face, theway he said it. It was so different. You know, he barely even looks at me now. He barely even listens when I talk to him.. but it's okay.. One day the things we'll be okay again.. We are going to okay.. we are..