Silence
I've felt so lonely today. I feel like crying for no reason. I just want to curl up and sleep. I have to perform my monologue in Theatre class today. Where am I going to get the energy?
----Ty is being weird..... It makes me want to cry.... I feel helpless
I started crying at work today when I was talking on aim with Hartman and I don't even know why... We are supposed to have a talk in person tonight or tomorrow. Hopefully everything will be okay. I think things are working out. Slowly... but working out.
I saw Chris yesterday. It was stressful. But in a lot of ways I was still glad to see him. I worry about him. I didn't call him back, so I bet he's pissed. I just ran out of energy.
These last few weeks have been really hard. I feel like I'm running out of steam.
I'm not as motivated at work as usual and in school I'm apathetic. Like the other day I did my homework and just didn't turn it in.
I really don't want Liz and Jake to be pissy with Hartman... I don't want anyone to be pissy with anyone. I wish we could all just forgive each other and break the barriers forming. I miss talking to Hartman. I miss his hugs...
----Ty is being weird..... It makes me want to cry.... I feel helpless
I started crying at work today when I was talking on aim with Hartman and I don't even know why... We are supposed to have a talk in person tonight or tomorrow. Hopefully everything will be okay. I think things are working out. Slowly... but working out.
I saw Chris yesterday. It was stressful. But in a lot of ways I was still glad to see him. I worry about him. I didn't call him back, so I bet he's pissed. I just ran out of energy.
These last few weeks have been really hard. I feel like I'm running out of steam.
I'm not as motivated at work as usual and in school I'm apathetic. Like the other day I did my homework and just didn't turn it in.
I really don't want Liz and Jake to be pissy with Hartman... I don't want anyone to be pissy with anyone. I wish we could all just forgive each other and break the barriers forming. I miss talking to Hartman. I miss his hugs...