the bar blues
I have a few things I want to rant about in regards to the gay bar. First, I like visiting a place where I can let loose, have a little fun, and be around other gay people. What I don't like? The drama! Oh my fucking god, everytime I talk to someone, or dance with someone, I hear from people all about how I shouldn't be talking to them because I'll get their bad reputation associated to me as well. *rolls eyes* good lord! Just once I'd like to hang out with someone there that nobody has any objetions too... *shrugs* I don't get much physical contact with other nice looking guys normally, and so, sometimes, it's nice to have someone interested in sharing a little phsyical contact for a change... I guess I just don't keep up on everybody's rap sheets... *shrugs*
I also dislike the smoke, but there's nothing I can do about that, gay men smoke like fucking choo-choo trains! It's so unattractive, bleck! I also dislike the amazingly skinny and beautiful boys that make me feel like crap about how I look because no matter how hard I try I couldn't hold a candle to them... it's frustrating to know that I will likely NEVER look as good as a lot of the guys out there... And, as I mentioned last time, some people go to such great lengths to point that out.
I am starting to dislike the booze too, but that could just be because last nght I got sick and threw up out the window or Rick's car (and then again the morning after)... ugh two bar trips in a weekend is too much for me... I'm just not a party boi. I'm exhausted now...
But guess what.... 5 more days!!! YAY!
Vaca here I come! :-)
Goodnight peeps I'm beat, and not feeling too great after those pizza pockets from the gas station... :-/
I also dislike the smoke, but there's nothing I can do about that, gay men smoke like fucking choo-choo trains! It's so unattractive, bleck! I also dislike the amazingly skinny and beautiful boys that make me feel like crap about how I look because no matter how hard I try I couldn't hold a candle to them... it's frustrating to know that I will likely NEVER look as good as a lot of the guys out there... And, as I mentioned last time, some people go to such great lengths to point that out.
I am starting to dislike the booze too, but that could just be because last nght I got sick and threw up out the window or Rick's car (and then again the morning after)... ugh two bar trips in a weekend is too much for me... I'm just not a party boi. I'm exhausted now...
But guess what.... 5 more days!!! YAY!
Vaca here I come! :-)
Goodnight peeps I'm beat, and not feeling too great after those pizza pockets from the gas station... :-/