Not Much Is Exciting
Classes started this week, I have orientation for my online ones, and then actual class for my few real ones. Not great so far, but not terrible I guess. Today I'm sober, and might be staying sober all night, haven't decided. If I do, it'll be a first in like over a week, like 10 days or something. I feel real anxious, can't seem to relax. Ever drink too much coffee when staying up for a couple days, and then like you get to a point where you feel real anxious and twitchy and can't relax and just almost sick feeling? That's how I feel now, but I haven't had tons of coffee, I've had sufficient sleep, and I've got nothing in my system that isn't normal(no alcohol, adderrall, etc)... So it's very annoying. I need to get out to Purdue, I want it to be Thursday. Need to relax with Diana, as hard as that is in our current state, but it definately helps being with her, just like watching tv or getting food or running errands, all of that just is more relaxing and it makes shit easy. And I prefer getting drunk when I know she's around if I wanna see her, so getting drunk at the house will be awesome this weekend. I dunno, just wanna get through the week. I feel like that's all I've been doing this week though, "getting through" I'm going through the motions of the crappy parts of my week, but there's really no amazing part ever.. It is kind of tough.