xmas
well, christmas is a time when people can be at their weakest points; lonely, depressed so forth. Well called one friend and he didnt call back so hes obviously not coming over, called Andy... he thinks im in denial about our relationship and all. Just feel that I cant even depend on a single person in this world. I feel so alone, and empty. The 23rd was 8 years since my aunt passed, and I feel like so much is lost every year at christmas. last year it was a job with a family away from home, and this year a boyfriend. Maybe december should be the month I start to hate! Anywhos g2g cry some more.
On a brighter note... my sister is pregnate and my niece is goin to be on a billboard. Im so happy for them both. Oh and I finally have a gadget to play with ... get your mind out of the gutter.... its a digital camera.
Hope you all had a better Christmas than I.
~Mal
On a brighter note... my sister is pregnate and my niece is goin to be on a billboard. Im so happy for them both. Oh and I finally have a gadget to play with ... get your mind out of the gutter.... its a digital camera.
Hope you all had a better Christmas than I.
~Mal