can it get worse?
Ok Andrea since your the only person who reads this; this is how its all goin.
School sux cuz I may be suspended for a semester cuz I failed a class, work still sux, and to make matters worse all the people I thought or considered my friends here in the lovely state of illinois arent much support for everything Im goin thru. Im not doing anything stupid, and I did enjoy your card. That was the only thing that cheered me up 2day, so thanx for that. As for everything else, still baking christmas cookies and hating it. Got all my stuff back from andy, more than what I wanted back. Got a beautiful necklace from him for XMas. I just feel all my gifts arent even worth it. I got him some much needed boxers, a shirt, some yugio cards, sour ice breakers, and I made him a cd. Knowing my luck he wont even listen to the cd or anything cuz he still seems angry and upset about all of this, but hes definitly moving on and keeping himself distracted. Lucky him, hes worked almost all week. Anyways, 2morrow is a full week since we've broken up and I still feel like crap. I know this all takes time, but litteraly I dont think that love exists and nothing can keep you so distracted from loving the only person whose loved you for the past 2 years!
G2G make more cookies, and take shane to the ortho. Talk to you all later.
DEPRESSED AND MISSERABLE~
Mal
School sux cuz I may be suspended for a semester cuz I failed a class, work still sux, and to make matters worse all the people I thought or considered my friends here in the lovely state of illinois arent much support for everything Im goin thru. Im not doing anything stupid, and I did enjoy your card. That was the only thing that cheered me up 2day, so thanx for that. As for everything else, still baking christmas cookies and hating it. Got all my stuff back from andy, more than what I wanted back. Got a beautiful necklace from him for XMas. I just feel all my gifts arent even worth it. I got him some much needed boxers, a shirt, some yugio cards, sour ice breakers, and I made him a cd. Knowing my luck he wont even listen to the cd or anything cuz he still seems angry and upset about all of this, but hes definitly moving on and keeping himself distracted. Lucky him, hes worked almost all week. Anyways, 2morrow is a full week since we've broken up and I still feel like crap. I know this all takes time, but litteraly I dont think that love exists and nothing can keep you so distracted from loving the only person whose loved you for the past 2 years!
G2G make more cookies, and take shane to the ortho. Talk to you all later.
DEPRESSED AND MISSERABLE~
Mal