Apr 21, 2005 22:11
April 21st - 50 days till I leave for Pennsylvania, and about 4 months till I leave for Hawaii. Im starting to stress out a lot because it is getting closer and closer and I still have so much to do, so much paper work left, which makes it even worse. In the back of my mind I am afraid that something is going to go wrong and I wont be able to go. I guess I wont be truly at peace untill Im on the plane there.
My fist day back at the deli was Monday, and so far so good. It is nice to fall back into a rhythm; to be good at something; to know that some things never change. It is comforting to know that. Even if change would be better, its good to know that there are some things that just wont. Of course, I think what really keeps us going is the hope that everything will change at once, but I guess its nice to have something to fall back on.
Me and a guy that I work with are planning a trip to Rockey Montain National Park to hike some mountain for a couple days. Dont ak me which one, Im letting him do all the planing. Its fun because he is so incredibly hardcore about these kind of things, so I feel like Im goin with an expert. I cant wait to be in the wild; to forget everything for a few days and be at peace..