Dreams and Nightmares
Everything's okay, I guess. I'm still a little nervous that we won't be able to afford the surgery, since the insurance company decided they weren't gonna cover all of it, but all we can do now is try to work something out that will benefit both parties.
I had some strange dreams last night. I dreamt that my teeth were falling out of my head. I also dreamt that someone died that I was supposedly very close to, but I can't figure out who that person is. It's weird, you know? You know you're supposed to be upset in the dream, but you're really thinking, "What is going on? Why am I crying?"
Anyway, I guess you could say that my anxiety level is going up because of this stupid surgery. Insurance companies come in handy, but you have to realize that they make money by saying "no" to people. They're so impersonal. They really don't care all that much about the people they are supposed to be helping. My insurance company was usually pretty good about accepting all our cases, but they have pulled out of covering for my surgeries at the last minute. I remember when I was six, and I was going to have my first ear surgery. The day before my surgery was supposed to take place, they decided they weren't gonna cover it. So my parents fought, and eventually they decided that they WOULD cover it.
Anyway, sorry for going off on a tangent there. I hope to hear from you guys soon. Talk to you later. Until next time,
JAZZY
I had some strange dreams last night. I dreamt that my teeth were falling out of my head. I also dreamt that someone died that I was supposedly very close to, but I can't figure out who that person is. It's weird, you know? You know you're supposed to be upset in the dream, but you're really thinking, "What is going on? Why am I crying?"
Anyway, I guess you could say that my anxiety level is going up because of this stupid surgery. Insurance companies come in handy, but you have to realize that they make money by saying "no" to people. They're so impersonal. They really don't care all that much about the people they are supposed to be helping. My insurance company was usually pretty good about accepting all our cases, but they have pulled out of covering for my surgeries at the last minute. I remember when I was six, and I was going to have my first ear surgery. The day before my surgery was supposed to take place, they decided they weren't gonna cover it. So my parents fought, and eventually they decided that they WOULD cover it.
Anyway, sorry for going off on a tangent there. I hope to hear from you guys soon. Talk to you later. Until next time,
JAZZY