sup homes
its been a long long while.
i fear i will be rehashing alot of old topics that have already been covered.
but im good, im comfortable in my friend base, it has changed and fluxed, i have cut of those that are dragging me down and tried to renew and reinforce those that have been supportive.
ive not been great, ive not been terrible.
but ive found that even those i dont really relate/hang/talk with are supportive and agree with me still do.
ive been through a few transitions and altered my basic beliefs from what i have experienced and even tempered against those that disagree. I have offered consolidation and support to those that needed and wanted or didnt and was gratified and rejected appropriately...
the difference is im happy, still have my low moments but after my diagnosis (*drama*itsallaboutmeofcourse*/drama*) and such im managing all the negativity in my life alot better and appreciating what i have alot more.
and you know what, its working, you guys (those that still read this drivel) still listen to me regardless of my self indulgent rants of attention seeking but its good, its cathartic. and i plan to make good on my promise.
I will visit you, give me a time when we are both free and have some schedule free, and i will grace you with my short sleeved sweaty presence. i may even provide alcohol ;)
otherwise, if you need anything from me let me know and ill do what i can.
Love MJ
i fear i will be rehashing alot of old topics that have already been covered.
but im good, im comfortable in my friend base, it has changed and fluxed, i have cut of those that are dragging me down and tried to renew and reinforce those that have been supportive.
ive not been great, ive not been terrible.
but ive found that even those i dont really relate/hang/talk with are supportive and agree with me still do.
ive been through a few transitions and altered my basic beliefs from what i have experienced and even tempered against those that disagree. I have offered consolidation and support to those that needed and wanted or didnt and was gratified and rejected appropriately...
the difference is im happy, still have my low moments but after my diagnosis (*drama*itsallaboutmeofcourse*/drama*) and such im managing all the negativity in my life alot better and appreciating what i have alot more.
and you know what, its working, you guys (those that still read this drivel) still listen to me regardless of my self indulgent rants of attention seeking but its good, its cathartic. and i plan to make good on my promise.
I will visit you, give me a time when we are both free and have some schedule free, and i will grace you with my short sleeved sweaty presence. i may even provide alcohol ;)
otherwise, if you need anything from me let me know and ill do what i can.
Love MJ