*I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled, even when her heart was broken*
I want to be remembered as
the girl who always smiled
even when her heart was broken
even when her love was gone
the one who could brighten your day
even when she couldn't brighten her own
Isn't that a cute lil* saying... =)
Well anyway, I decided to update again. I am rather proud of myself updating a lot more often and all =)
Everything has been going fairly okay, I suppose.
This week is going slower than usual or so it seems.
A friend of mine, Crystal is here right now. She came over
and stayed last night. I hadn't saw her in awhile. So it was
great to see her! =) We went to Norton last night. We had
an alright time, I guess. I think we ended up getting back here
around 15 til 2:00. I talked to a friend on the phone for a little
while, and then we both crashed.
This morning Crystal woke me up around 10:30...*sighs* LoL*
We got up and chilled and then went out walking. We walked a long ways. It was SO hot, but hey exercising is a way good thing so who am I to complain? hehe*
Anyway, we just got back from the DQ a little awhile ago. Crystal and I went down there to grab a bite to eat. She got her a hamburger & fries and of course, I got me a salad! Mmmm! =)
After that, we rode around for a little while jamming to the music LoL* then came back here.
I just checked my email, and Will (my ex) emailed me.
*sighs*
I don't get how he can just up and email me and tell me all about
how *perfect* his life is going for him knowing that I miss him
and it hurts me to know he's doing so good while I am hurting so bad. I just don't get it and maybe I never will.
I mean I am still really confused about the entire situation. I know I talk about it a lot in my journal, but hey it's *my* journal, the one place I can write whatever I want. It's nice to vent sometimes, ya know? As I have said before, I am not even sure if it's that I am still "oh, so in love with him" or if it's just the fact that I miss everything that comes along with a relationship. Who knows? I mean I know I still care for him, there is no question there, but I mean why wouldn't I? I had never up and left and moved off with any guy. Then...here he comes along in my life, I fall in love, move away from all my family & friends, just to be with *him* only for everything to just fall apart anyway. I can't really say I regret it though, because I really learned a lot of valuable lessons through it all.
Moving on,
Life, in general has been pretty good. I have been chillen and trying to enjoy summer so far. So far so good. I want to go out of town again though, badly! I don't like staying around here much. Getting out away from this area seems to help me relax more and get my mind off things, which is a complete plus!
Oh...
before I forget...
I still need a walking buddy LoL*
I am always wanting to go out and exercise, but never have anyone to go with me. It isn't too fun doing it all by yourself. I mean I can do it, but it's always nicer to have someone to talk to. =)
So, if anyone is wanting to walk w/ me...holla! LoL*
That means you Whitney...You were suppose to start this past Monday. LoL* You slacker! =) Just playin'! =)
Well it looks ugly outside now. *ugh* It was so pretty and sunny outside one minute then you look back outside and it looks like it is going to rain! grrr! =(
Anyway, I'm honestly not really in the updating mood, wasn't to begin with, but did anyway...
but leave me some *sweet* comments! =)
<3
the girl who always smiled
even when her heart was broken
even when her love was gone
the one who could brighten your day
even when she couldn't brighten her own
Isn't that a cute lil* saying... =)
Well anyway, I decided to update again. I am rather proud of myself updating a lot more often and all =)
Everything has been going fairly okay, I suppose.
This week is going slower than usual or so it seems.
A friend of mine, Crystal is here right now. She came over
and stayed last night. I hadn't saw her in awhile. So it was
great to see her! =) We went to Norton last night. We had
an alright time, I guess. I think we ended up getting back here
around 15 til 2:00. I talked to a friend on the phone for a little
while, and then we both crashed.
This morning Crystal woke me up around 10:30...*sighs* LoL*
We got up and chilled and then went out walking. We walked a long ways. It was SO hot, but hey exercising is a way good thing so who am I to complain? hehe*
Anyway, we just got back from the DQ a little awhile ago. Crystal and I went down there to grab a bite to eat. She got her a hamburger & fries and of course, I got me a salad! Mmmm! =)
After that, we rode around for a little while jamming to the music LoL* then came back here.
I just checked my email, and Will (my ex) emailed me.
*sighs*
I don't get how he can just up and email me and tell me all about
how *perfect* his life is going for him knowing that I miss him
and it hurts me to know he's doing so good while I am hurting so bad. I just don't get it and maybe I never will.
I mean I am still really confused about the entire situation. I know I talk about it a lot in my journal, but hey it's *my* journal, the one place I can write whatever I want. It's nice to vent sometimes, ya know? As I have said before, I am not even sure if it's that I am still "oh, so in love with him" or if it's just the fact that I miss everything that comes along with a relationship. Who knows? I mean I know I still care for him, there is no question there, but I mean why wouldn't I? I had never up and left and moved off with any guy. Then...here he comes along in my life, I fall in love, move away from all my family & friends, just to be with *him* only for everything to just fall apart anyway. I can't really say I regret it though, because I really learned a lot of valuable lessons through it all.
Moving on,
Life, in general has been pretty good. I have been chillen and trying to enjoy summer so far. So far so good. I want to go out of town again though, badly! I don't like staying around here much. Getting out away from this area seems to help me relax more and get my mind off things, which is a complete plus!
Oh...
before I forget...
I still need a walking buddy LoL*
I am always wanting to go out and exercise, but never have anyone to go with me. It isn't too fun doing it all by yourself. I mean I can do it, but it's always nicer to have someone to talk to. =)
So, if anyone is wanting to walk w/ me...holla! LoL*
That means you Whitney...You were suppose to start this past Monday. LoL* You slacker! =) Just playin'! =)
Well it looks ugly outside now. *ugh* It was so pretty and sunny outside one minute then you look back outside and it looks like it is going to rain! grrr! =(
Anyway, I'm honestly not really in the updating mood, wasn't to begin with, but did anyway...
but leave me some *sweet* comments! =)
<3