yay!
i finally got my computer fixed!!! im so excited, its been months since my computer has worked properly. my moms friend is a good one! well i havent updated in awhile but it doesnt matter since not much has happened lately. my life is so boring and i love it. i dont have any problems or drama. Lets see whats been up these last couple of months....well the one person i was close to got stupid and now we're no longer talking. i miss him more than anything but "love" got in the way. if you ever read this bj-i hope you rot in hell for being such a stupid bitch. ehh but as much as i hate to admit it, i cant blame it entirely on the girlfriend. it just sucks so much that i lost such a good friend. but hey what can i do? i dont really talk to anyone anymore im just so over it. im not in high school anymore and im finally sick of all the bullshit drama and problems that come with having friends. its just not worth it to me. so i dont really talk to anyone much anymore.i stil love everyone from cold stone though im just over hanging out. i rather be home. umm ive been working two jobs- still cold stone and now barnes and noble. barnes and noble isnt as great as i thought it was going to be but its ok. i dont think two of my managers like me much and the cafe manager is a straight up BITCH but theres two managers i like so i guess it evens out. the people i work with are nice but i dont really talk to any of them much which makes work pretty dull. i dont know how much longer ill be staying there. i just want the money so i can get a laptop and make the garage a room for me. ummm lets see what else. i hate the word love and i think there is no such thing and if there is, there shouldnt be. Im surrounded by people who think they're "in love" and its so fucking stupid to me. yeah you're in love but you cheat on him. you're in love but you lie to him. you're in love but you also love someone else.you're in love but he hits you. you're in love and all of a sudden noone else matters. you're in love and then you forget about all your friends, even your best friend. GIVE ME A FUCKIN BREAK. i dunno, maybe im just bitter. i admit i dont know what love is but to be honest i dont give two shits and i dont want to know. i dont want to care so desperatley for someone that i forget who i am and forget about the other people in my life. ahh sorry had to get that one off my chest. i know people feel differently but thats my opinion and hey maybe it'll change one day hopefully not though. i love my mom though! :) that kind i do believe in. ANYWAYS, goblet of fire was amazing! my favorite harry potter movie yet. well i'm hungary and freezing and i think roseannes on so i'll update again later because guess what?? MY COMPUTERS WORKING AND I CAN!!!!!