Sometimes...life sucks
Yesterday i was thinking about finally making a good long update. Things have changed. i found out 4*00 this morning that one of my uncles in Boston died. I wasnt at all close with him but still he was family and i loved him. Being so far away from my relatives i think makes me take them for granted beacause in my head i just always thought they would be there whenever i decided to go back east and visit. Man is this a rude awakening. My mom and i are headed to boston later tonight. I just keep telling myself that things just cant get any worse for me right now but i know they can and i just hope they dont. I dont know how much more bad news i can take. Almost three weeks have gone by since the accident and still, i lay at night for hours thinking about it. Now my uncle dies and we have to go to boston for a funeral. im almost afraid to ask whats next? Im just trying to stay calm and be positive. Its so damn hard though. Im too young to be going through all this shit. my dog Bobby died the other day too. my dad decided to tell me today of all days. well i really dont know why im writing this except that im trying to kill time until my flight. I do know though how lucky i am to have the few good friends that i have. Besides jen, all the true friends i have, i have met at work which is the ONLY reason why i dont regret working at cold stone for as long as i did. Jen- you know you are the bset friend anyone could hope for and i love knowing that you're always there for me; no matter what. i really cant thank you enough. i'm so lucky i have you as my best friend and i thank God everyday for you. Liz- my God what would i do without you? I cant believe there was one time when we actually didnt like each other. thank you so much for being there for me and everything you're doing for me. i love you so much. Cristian- you were one of the first people i talked to after my accident and just talking to you had made me feel better and i know i can come to you for anything. i'll always be grateful i met you that day at cold stone and im so grateful we became friends. Eliza- i cant believe you're going to take care of my kitten while i'm away even though you hate cats. thank you so much. Kellie- you always cover for my ass and hardly ever say no when i ask for a favor. You are amazing. Everyone else thank you for everything, i love you guys. well sorry this post is so damn depressing. i'll talk to everyone when i get back from boston.
Funeral # 4 here i come....