Fixative fumes are SO MUCH FUN!
Did NOT! want to get out of bed this morning, so I got out of bed at noon... XD
Had so much stuff to do and STILL didn't get it all done... But I did get ~one~ thing done. I sprayed all of my charcoal pieces from Dr. Sketchy's- all three months or so's worth! ^-^ OMG! The fumes are all through the house and my mom is asking me to stop because she is starting to feel like she's getting high! XD hehehehe
I still have soooooo much to do before the 25th. (I mail off my portfolio and all forms, etc. on the 25th to make sure that it gets there by the 1st of December.) Though I may have found a box to ship it off in! My sister unloads the trucks at Kohl's and said she gets boxes like what I need all the time! So hopefully, she can bring me two home. I need to triple check if I can get my portfolio BACK by mail... I don't want them to just KEEP it for fear it will be thrown away!
Have I mentioned lately how frickin' SCARED I am about this?!?!? I am completely twisted emotionally... I just don't know- you know? I have people telling me they think I'm going to get in and I have myself keep telling me that I'm not... I can't bring myself to believe them without a doubt because... well, they aren't the CalArts Admission board, you know?! If I just let them convince me without a doubt that I will get accepted and then DON'T, I think I may be crushed for the rest of my life! But on the other hand, I keep trying to be upbeat... I don't know how well that plan is working. I'm anxious, I'm terrified, I'm excited and nervous.
But I guess we'll know when we know, huh?
Had so much stuff to do and STILL didn't get it all done... But I did get ~one~ thing done. I sprayed all of my charcoal pieces from Dr. Sketchy's- all three months or so's worth! ^-^ OMG! The fumes are all through the house and my mom is asking me to stop because she is starting to feel like she's getting high! XD hehehehe
I still have soooooo much to do before the 25th. (I mail off my portfolio and all forms, etc. on the 25th to make sure that it gets there by the 1st of December.) Though I may have found a box to ship it off in! My sister unloads the trucks at Kohl's and said she gets boxes like what I need all the time! So hopefully, she can bring me two home. I need to triple check if I can get my portfolio BACK by mail... I don't want them to just KEEP it for fear it will be thrown away!
Have I mentioned lately how frickin' SCARED I am about this?!?!? I am completely twisted emotionally... I just don't know- you know? I have people telling me they think I'm going to get in and I have myself keep telling me that I'm not... I can't bring myself to believe them without a doubt because... well, they aren't the CalArts Admission board, you know?! If I just let them convince me without a doubt that I will get accepted and then DON'T, I think I may be crushed for the rest of my life! But on the other hand, I keep trying to be upbeat... I don't know how well that plan is working. I'm anxious, I'm terrified, I'm excited and nervous.
But I guess we'll know when we know, huh?