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I really don't want to be in this place. I really don't want to be here at all. I hate myself. I can't create, I only destroy. I run everything I came in contact with. I wish I could get away somewhere for a while. I have no where to run to. Why am I the only one who can't escape from my life? Others do it all the time. Gaerfie just came back from an escape. I haven't been able to escape for over 15 years now. I feel like I am going to crack.