keyword: decision
I always fall for the emo&depressed ones because I'm a goddamn nurse. It happens everytime. My charitable and noble spirit just flows out and makes me think "Oh goodness, I can totally help this poor boy! I can relieve his pain and stuff! Yay! And besides, he's cute."
Work. Work. Work. Stupid and evil work. Why can't I make up my mind? Why can't I say "YES! THAT'S EXACTLY THE JOB I WANNA DO!" But nooo I'm just not able to. I envy happy people. I envy people who are given the chance to do something they really enjoy and like. Take any band -I'll say alice nine because I was thinking about them earlier, but Gazette are good too- and watch them play. Look at them. They LIKE their job. Yeah, I know that being in a band implies many sacrifices and effort and such, but still I wouldn't mind them at all -just because I'm doing something I like.
"Anything but office work.". Yeah, but anything what? I swear to God that I would even be ready to go to Africa as a missionary. If I can't pursue my dreams, then just let me do something endurable.
Sometimes I really wonder if the grass may just be greener someplace else.
Work. Work. Work. Stupid and evil work. Why can't I make up my mind? Why can't I say "YES! THAT'S EXACTLY THE JOB I WANNA DO!" But nooo I'm just not able to. I envy happy people. I envy people who are given the chance to do something they really enjoy and like. Take any band -I'll say alice nine because I was thinking about them earlier, but Gazette are good too- and watch them play. Look at them. They LIKE their job. Yeah, I know that being in a band implies many sacrifices and effort and such, but still I wouldn't mind them at all -just because I'm doing something I like.
"Anything but office work.". Yeah, but anything what? I swear to God that I would even be ready to go to Africa as a missionary. If I can't pursue my dreams, then just let me do something endurable.
Sometimes I really wonder if the grass may just be greener someplace else.