someone here looks like jaejoong & kihyun's love child

Jun 05, 2007 01:16

Hey. Why wasn't the blondie in the previous performance? What a voice.
Anyone here know IV COS other than me? I want infos. I need to know more about them ( Read more... )

health, music, exes

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mizuiro_kawari June 5 2007, 10:42:09 UTC
Today I'm feeling slightly better, luckily ;_;

And about that thing, I've decided it's ok to talk about it here.
To make it short, my ex used to drive me crazy because he kept on saying that despite the 3 years we spent apart, he still loved me.
I've never had the guts to actually tell him that it was one-sided, and just to make it worse few nights ago I was stupid enough to ask him to come and visit me yesterday morning (what was I thinking I really don't know >_> I was probably just in need of human contact or something).
Then I suddenly opened my eyes and realized what I was about to do (fueling his passion, which could only have meant more trouble), so I told him I wasn't free and made up some excuses.
Then, yesterday night I finally managed to tell him that "someone else owns my heart" (not true but whatever - just a nice way to say I don't want to be with him because I'm unable to be rude). He got angry and hasn't been talking to me since then.
As I said up there, I really hope this time it's forever. I don't regret anything.
You can find various entries about him scattered around my journal, some really bitter ( 1 2 3)
and some others a bit more on the soft side ( probably just this one actually).
And I believe this will tell you a lot about him and his way of thinking: "I want you... In fact I had sex with some girls but I pretended I was having it with you. Like, all the times."
Clever and sweet, isn't it?

Too much information, I know. I'm sorry, but I just wanted to be clear XD

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