happiness~
today was fun!
3rd, 4th, and 5th period are officially my favorite periods. 1st least favorite. 2nd is fun cuz its photo, but i dont know anyone =/ its still cool tho!
3rd- algebra 2 honors
test today but whatever it was still fun =D
4th- academy english 9 honors
mrs. swiecky i love you! <3 she's my favorite teacher and always will be. she gave mika her sweater when she was cold NAWWHHH!!!!
i went over to nikki and cameron cuz nikki seems lonely in the corner, but me and melly got caught and were sent back in shame ;_; and swiecky moved cameron to the other corner lol
5th- AP world history
mrs. garvin is really ,really cool. she inspires me to read and do good. which i will do tomorrow! we discussed philosophy through the Socratic method for ten minutes. DO YOU HAVE A SOUL? HOW DO YOU KNOW? I CANT SEE IT. WHERE IS IT? HOW DO YOU KNOW ITS REAL? DO YOU HAVE A MIND? DO YOU HAVE DREAMS? WHAT IS A MIND? lol that was.... interesting.
poor mika and cameron and bernard, got picked on lol
then 6th period- TENNIS
but no practice =D
it was a perfect day really. we hung out, me and patty ran around scaring people. her in her scarf and me in my hot pink jacket.
then i think sam was drawing me o__O he's cute =3 i asked him to burn me some music and i gave him a blank CD. me and shelbs watched the boys play volleyball for a bit too, that was fun. but not to the extreme as on thursday, heheheheheh ;3
THEN!!! we went to lea's. me, mika, rachie, melissa, lea. we went to famima and i got a cookie ice cream sandwich <3 and strawberry hi-chew. i love going there, but i always have trouble deciding what to get. then i spend like $3 ;_;
we went back and made kimchi noodles and talked about secrets, dreams, midst, chilhood crushes, and everything really. it felt nice, very chill and just chatting about whatever. i never did answer melissa's question about the guy tho ooops O.O
then me and lea trased our hair with a comb and LARGE amounts of hairspray, hehehe. i MIGHT post pictures tomorrow, too tired -and hungry- now. rachie turned into amy winehouse, and melissa turned into an iranian, then a bumb, then stoned bob dyland, and mika.... i dunno! she danced and we all sang country-like ;D then i made a myspace, whooo!! but we had to go ;_; so our night thus ended~
today was a very very good, perfect day.
and to top it off, he told me the truth today. kevin [the guy from before's name] told me about the other girl =) i was so happy that he told me. now we can be honest with each other. he felt so bad about it tho =/ i told him not to feel bad and that we are human. he said i'm like an ex on good terms lol. i think we wont be able to be friends like normal, it'll still be different for us. i still care about him, but not like before. i wished him luck on the girl tho, apparently she's either a) leading him on a chase b) not interested or c) had another dude
either way, i want him to be happy so i wish him luck *cross fingers* we agreed to be BFFFs, best fucking friends forever, lol. he did say we wished we lived closer, that way our 'relationship' could've been real. the distance, not our age difference, was what bothered him he said. it bothered me too, but i was naive enough to believe it would still work. i'm not upset it didnt tho, i think i'm kinda over it. he did say that he'd always make time for me, and other sweet things.
i feel so content =) everything is great, we can tell each other the truth now! thank you for telling me kevin.
i really, really hope he gets her. i want him to be happy. he told me "now you can make fun of me for being a junior in college that hasn't dated" =/ and when i wished him good luck on her, he said he felt like crap and told me to go over other guys b/c he wanted me to be happy too. my cousin brian told him that i didnt look at any other guys when i was still into him.
gahh he's such a good guy, glad we can be friends now =D and i'm grateful for brian for always being there to fill me in.
i think kevin will always have a place somewhere in there, just never like before. it'll be a BFFF spot now ;D
i have a myspace now, but i dunno what to put for the URL. ideas?