feels like..
christmas. yeah really!
it feels like christmas time, the time around the holidays when i look outside. the weather is cool and nice, and i've been thinking about christmas a lot recently. like writing down my christmas list and thinking of ideas for presents. i just got a WOOOSH of that happy, giving feeling. i love giving presents, i want to give gifts to everyone i care about. but i dont have enough money ;_; but i love giving, despite me being a Buddhist and all hahaha
speaking of which, we talked about Buddhism in AP world history yesterday. that was fun!! i got to contribute! i tried to take advantage of it without sounding like Nick [ewww nick... i will not vent i will not vent lol] but it was fun to be able to share and tell (what little i knew) about my religion and i learned a lot about it too! i'm going to bring in my little recorded prayer machine on monday to show mrs. garvin =D i'll stop now since i'm supposed to be studying before i go to lea's not LJing haha
i'll post again tonight or tomorrow! bye byez!!
things in life take unexpected turns very quickly. you think you know what the future months have in store, yet simple conversations or phone calls can change what you think you know so fast. and after that, everything turns up side down. but if you cry, dont make it last too long, because this isnt the end of the world. just because things are different now, even if not everyone knows, it will be okay. things are harder to get over when they occur in person, i'll be thankful (and slightly disappointed at the same time) that there was some distance. too bad i'll never know what you're like with me in person. but despite everything, i'll remember the past months as a different, sort of special.