just when you think you have things all figured out...
eh...today was alright...except for the fact that i had a feeling of total wierdness all day...i feel so isolated from people it's amazing, but i guess i kinda brought that upon myself...maybe it was jsut today though...col has basketball, mariana has school work cuz she's sooo smart...and i have fame...i dunno, i guess i need like GNO in a bad way...i don't wnat ot lose touch like i always do. On a good note though...brian's great...he's like my strong foundation...i don't know what i would do without him. Fame is going alright...i jsut wish that we could actually do something other than music...although mama schrier is amazing! School is really blah, nothing is challenging anymore, it's jsut kinda like i go through the motions, but never retain anything...or even try for that matter. shit, i still need to do mighty 100's. That's another thing...lynch..good guy, i mean dont get me wrong, hes doing what he has to do...i jsut wish that we had tintle. Maybe it's jsut cuz tintle liked me and lynch doesn't..but i dunno...i give up, it's only one more year. God, it is only one more year, now that's scary...to leave a place that means so much to me with people i love is going to be a hella hard thing to do...life really sucks sometimes...eh, i have peer leadership...maybe i'll be in beter spirits later...