Old entry - bad memories - much thinking
http://miyabina-hime.livejournal.com/176041.html
I remember how horrible I felt and how I was so desperate to find any kind of healing. I was hurting all the time and I tried so hard to reach into the hearts of my coworkers. I tried so hard to cope with my pain and frustration and I feel like perhaps there is a painful part of me that I buried away, and hasn't really healed yet. Perhaps that is why it is taking so long to find a new job for me. I am grateful that this has come up today for me - I want to heal that thorn in my heart.
I remember how horrible I felt and how I was so desperate to find any kind of healing. I was hurting all the time and I tried so hard to reach into the hearts of my coworkers. I tried so hard to cope with my pain and frustration and I feel like perhaps there is a painful part of me that I buried away, and hasn't really healed yet. Perhaps that is why it is taking so long to find a new job for me. I am grateful that this has come up today for me - I want to heal that thorn in my heart.