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I figured today out of all day is a good day to update. The days started off great went to my class came home, went to wendys and slept.
Then i wake up and talk to Krista and she Tells my Anthony B commited suicide today! Omg I don't understand this. I knew him for so long. We met when our moms worked at a bakery long time ago. We were so young still babies plus i was older then him. Then i come to conner creek and find out our moms got back together after all those years fate i guess you call it. Now He's gone. I mean it wasnt like I talked to him alll the time a simple hey, wuts up, hi ,bye, ya kno simple shit. Now i wish i could of said so much more ya kno. I love his mom Lisa shes the greatest person alive. His dad is so funny. Freya god what can i say" Wild child" and the babies god! Anthony Mr. skate boarder. Lisa would always tell us' That boy has black in him but acts 110% white lol and yeah he did. I just wish he would of told someone about his problems instead of hurting himself and all that loved him. This takes me right back to Linville. I can;t handle all these people just leaving. I am breaking down mentaling, emotionally and some times i wonder if there is really a god. well i have nothing else to say but I will always have you in my heart Anthony Always!
~*Klara~*