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Yeah, I havent updated in a long while been pretty busy and shit you know. Scott my love I didn't forget your birthday just way to hard to talk about or even think about ya know. I just hope ur up there taking care of Danielle, my PaPa and Tq! Happy 17th.
~Lately~
Alot of things have been going on. Seems like everyday i trust people less and less prolly cause those dirty muthafuckas tell my fuckin buisness to damn much! Word of advice shut the fuck up for once and be happy I tell yaw asses shit damn! Theres been alot of drama found out some shit during finals today!Wow. Plus "He" kissed me the other day hmmmm like imma fall for that load of bulllshit sorry get it through your head i Don't and Won't ever want to be with you. Another thing if any of my friends reading this wants to prance around trying to constantly attempt to harm themselves then please please erase yourself from my life, I dont want you people in my life hurting me I lost way to many family and friends to death and violence and if u want to waste your life when someone up there had to lose theres unwillingly then stay away from me please i don't need it.
~Closing~
Schools almost out and I am very happy. I have a class to take in summer school so ther goes two weeks but at least I am trying ya know! I wanna get a job and be something and I am no longer sgoing to sit around and waste my talents on dumb shit and if this means possibly dropping alot of friends for a while then so be it. Only one person is going to be there for me in the end of my hard stuggle and that is going to be MYSELF!
~KISSES~