Copacetic
All is good right now - not fantastic,
I can think of a number of things I'd like to improve
things I should be doing that I'm not
but things are good.
I miss a number of people that have drifted from my day-to-day life
I miss their influence on me
I miss having someone to drink with.
But, I have a good job - I look forward to going to work each day
I feel somewhat fulfilled at the end of the day
I like my apartment - I like living alone after the last several years with roommates
(I can run around in my underwear with reckless abandon - yay!)
It's good seeing money going into my bank account instead of just going out
and seeing my credit card debt gradually get smaller (hopefully in a couple of years, I'll have it sufficiently in control to simply be broke, rather than in the hole!)
It's all copacetic. calm. normal.
I remember praying for a bit of drama in my life a year and a half ago.
I got it - I got it in spades.
it's nice to be done with that, at least for now.
Life happens - good and bad, exciting and boring.
Ten years ago from this month, I made the decision to move to California -
a good decision, one I will never regret.
now I'm back in the Midwest,
another good decision, I think.
Ten years from now - where will I be?
who knows, but I suspect I'll be content.
I can think of a number of things I'd like to improve
things I should be doing that I'm not
but things are good.
I miss a number of people that have drifted from my day-to-day life
I miss their influence on me
I miss having someone to drink with.
But, I have a good job - I look forward to going to work each day
I feel somewhat fulfilled at the end of the day
I like my apartment - I like living alone after the last several years with roommates
(I can run around in my underwear with reckless abandon - yay!)
It's good seeing money going into my bank account instead of just going out
and seeing my credit card debt gradually get smaller (hopefully in a couple of years, I'll have it sufficiently in control to simply be broke, rather than in the hole!)
It's all copacetic. calm. normal.
I remember praying for a bit of drama in my life a year and a half ago.
I got it - I got it in spades.
it's nice to be done with that, at least for now.
Life happens - good and bad, exciting and boring.
Ten years ago from this month, I made the decision to move to California -
a good decision, one I will never regret.
now I'm back in the Midwest,
another good decision, I think.
Ten years from now - where will I be?
who knows, but I suspect I'll be content.