You pretend it doesn't bother you, but you just want to explode
Ok, so here's a quick rundown of what's going on with people and places I care about:
Bri has been in band camp since Monday, and will continue to be through next week or something. Then school starts for her. So she's around, and I haven't left yet, but I already miss her.
KJ goes back to the Navy on the thirtieth, which is the day after tomorrow. If Harkins makes me work a double shift tomorrow, I'll tell them, "that's too bad, because I'm not coming in for two shifts." He's leaving for probably two years, and I don't want to miss my last chance to see him. Cos I know I'll be missing him soon.
Amanda is working the same shift I am tonight, so we're going to hang out before, and I'm gonna give her a ride home afterword. Right now I don't want to get too close though, since I'll be going back in a month. And I don't want to miss her too badly.
Shaun goes back to Tempe to get settled into his new place in a week or two. I'm sure we'll talk plenty. But I'll still miss him.
I haven't gotten a hold of Andria recently.
As for places, I have realized that no matter where I am, I miss the other place.
So I'll be going back to Flagstaff in a month, and I'm looking forward to another long hard cold winter. I'm a little homesick for Flagstaff, and I guess I'm getting mentally ready for the ol' grind again.
I'll be leaving in about a month, so I'm going to miss it here.
It's funny, and I don't know if I've mentioned it yet on here, but I grew up in the desert, and my whole life I've loathed the desert. the ugliest place in the world, I tell you what.
Then, last fall I moved to Flagstaff, and I was like, "wow, Flagstaff is so beautiful. Much better than that stupid desert." But something changed, and when I came back down I said, "Holy shit, the desert is beautiful too. What the hell?"
I guess Flagstaff gave me some perspective. Y'know, like I had always just been too close to see it.
Bri has been in band camp since Monday, and will continue to be through next week or something. Then school starts for her. So she's around, and I haven't left yet, but I already miss her.
KJ goes back to the Navy on the thirtieth, which is the day after tomorrow. If Harkins makes me work a double shift tomorrow, I'll tell them, "that's too bad, because I'm not coming in for two shifts." He's leaving for probably two years, and I don't want to miss my last chance to see him. Cos I know I'll be missing him soon.
Amanda is working the same shift I am tonight, so we're going to hang out before, and I'm gonna give her a ride home afterword. Right now I don't want to get too close though, since I'll be going back in a month. And I don't want to miss her too badly.
Shaun goes back to Tempe to get settled into his new place in a week or two. I'm sure we'll talk plenty. But I'll still miss him.
I haven't gotten a hold of Andria recently.
As for places, I have realized that no matter where I am, I miss the other place.
So I'll be going back to Flagstaff in a month, and I'm looking forward to another long hard cold winter. I'm a little homesick for Flagstaff, and I guess I'm getting mentally ready for the ol' grind again.
I'll be leaving in about a month, so I'm going to miss it here.
It's funny, and I don't know if I've mentioned it yet on here, but I grew up in the desert, and my whole life I've loathed the desert. the ugliest place in the world, I tell you what.
Then, last fall I moved to Flagstaff, and I was like, "wow, Flagstaff is so beautiful. Much better than that stupid desert." But something changed, and when I came back down I said, "Holy shit, the desert is beautiful too. What the hell?"
I guess Flagstaff gave me some perspective. Y'know, like I had always just been too close to see it.