[fandom_muses] i know you love me and soon you will see [you were meant for me]
How did you lose your virginity?
"I don't know about this, Roy," Pam said, breaking away from his lips. Her voice was too soft as she chewed lightly, nervously, at her lower lip. She could feel his bed sheets, dark and blue beneath her, as he leaned in to kiss the uncertainty away.
Breath came out heavily, her chest rising and falling in a rush with her heart pounding beneath her breast violently. Her cheeks were flushed and her hair was messed from the heavy feeling. When she closed her eyes, she could feel his hands everywhere. Even if he wasn't touching her.
She wasn't sure why he liked her or why he wanted her so much. Sometimes it felt like he didn't even see her, but other times when he looked at her she was almost positive that he saw something that she'd never see in herself.
"Come on, Pam," Roy said, his hand moving up her ribs and cupping her boobs in a far too pleasant way. God. It drew the breath out of her completely.
"No," she breathed too quickly, pushing his hand away. It almost pained her to do so.
Roy sighed heavily, annoyed, and relented.
"Geez, Pam, you're such a tease," he stated, looking at her. "I thought you wanted this."
"I did." A look. "I-I mean, I do," she said to him a little more firmly.
"Then what's the problem?" He asked. "Because I like you. I like you a lot and I thought you liked me too."
Pam glanced down to her half undone shirt and fought the urge to cover the skin that was starting to show. She didn't. She wanted desperately in so many ways to disappear and make the red in her face go far far away, but he was staring at her and waiting for an answer. And she couldn't hide.
"I haven't done it before," she admitted after a moment, unable to meet his eyes.
The silence seemed deafening, All she could hear was this long pause that was filled with the quiet hum of the air conditioner and the soft echoing vocals of Jewel's I Was Meant For You on the radio.
"We don't have to do it," he finally said."I just... really like you."
She finally glanced up to his face questioningly. "Why?" she asked.
He smiled a little at her then. And she wasn't sure what exactly that smile was then, but after she was sure it was because he had no words for her. Maybe he didn't know how to answer her question or explain himself, but at that smile she kissed him.
Shutting her eyes, she pulled him with her back towards the pillows and tugged at the shoulders of his t-shirt. Letting him undress her, she felt more naked than she had ever felt in her entire life, but she thought silently to herself: Hey, I could love him.
Muse: Pam Beesly
Fandom: The Office
Word Count: 595
"I don't know about this, Roy," Pam said, breaking away from his lips. Her voice was too soft as she chewed lightly, nervously, at her lower lip. She could feel his bed sheets, dark and blue beneath her, as he leaned in to kiss the uncertainty away.
Breath came out heavily, her chest rising and falling in a rush with her heart pounding beneath her breast violently. Her cheeks were flushed and her hair was messed from the heavy feeling. When she closed her eyes, she could feel his hands everywhere. Even if he wasn't touching her.
She wasn't sure why he liked her or why he wanted her so much. Sometimes it felt like he didn't even see her, but other times when he looked at her she was almost positive that he saw something that she'd never see in herself.
"Come on, Pam," Roy said, his hand moving up her ribs and cupping her boobs in a far too pleasant way. God. It drew the breath out of her completely.
"No," she breathed too quickly, pushing his hand away. It almost pained her to do so.
Roy sighed heavily, annoyed, and relented.
"Geez, Pam, you're such a tease," he stated, looking at her. "I thought you wanted this."
"I did." A look. "I-I mean, I do," she said to him a little more firmly.
"Then what's the problem?" He asked. "Because I like you. I like you a lot and I thought you liked me too."
Pam glanced down to her half undone shirt and fought the urge to cover the skin that was starting to show. She didn't. She wanted desperately in so many ways to disappear and make the red in her face go far far away, but he was staring at her and waiting for an answer. And she couldn't hide.
"I haven't done it before," she admitted after a moment, unable to meet his eyes.
The silence seemed deafening, All she could hear was this long pause that was filled with the quiet hum of the air conditioner and the soft echoing vocals of Jewel's I Was Meant For You on the radio.
"We don't have to do it," he finally said."I just... really like you."
She finally glanced up to his face questioningly. "Why?" she asked.
He smiled a little at her then. And she wasn't sure what exactly that smile was then, but after she was sure it was because he had no words for her. Maybe he didn't know how to answer her question or explain himself, but at that smile she kissed him.
Shutting her eyes, she pulled him with her back towards the pillows and tugged at the shoulders of his t-shirt. Letting him undress her, she felt more naked than she had ever felt in her entire life, but she thought silently to herself: Hey, I could love him.
Muse: Pam Beesly
Fandom: The Office
Word Count: 595