there must be a sign on my face that says dont' tell me you have a girlfriend .
today, would definately have to be one of the worst days i've ever had to endure. it was just plain ugly.
1. i got fucked over in the head (excuse my language) but some guy i liked last summer who decided to ask me last week to come over tomorrow and chilll but we were gonna mess around or whatever right? turns out he got a GIRLFRIEND.
2. one of my CLOSEST friends has created a rift between us , so i ask to talk to him today .. and appanretly some guy broke his jaw so i get all worked up , as i always do when i become protective and i start calling in favors to have this kid destroyed but no , eric has to YELL AT ME . so then i yell at him for being sucha dick for the last month ESPECIALLY when i needed him most so now we're mad at each other.
update _______ 2:27 AM.
but y'know what?
none of that matters to me at this very moment. why? because i just got off the phone with one of the most important men in my life. vince vuong. all the ups and downs we've gone through since summer started, also don't matter. i don't care that we dont' talk as often and i dont' care that he doesn't think of me as close of a friend as i think of him, cause he's still an amazing guy who'll always look after me . <3
that and, after tonight. i've come to realize that no matter how insecure i feel about having friends that're truly there for me, i still do have people right now. i don't know how long they'll stick around, but they're here now. and that's all that matters.
TONIGHT <3 PATRICK CHUNG, JASON CHEUNG, MATT TOM, RACHEL KOO, JONJON LAM(godbrother), ANDREW SUEN, REBECCA YU & KWANNIE.
1. i got fucked over in the head (excuse my language) but some guy i liked last summer who decided to ask me last week to come over tomorrow and chilll but we were gonna mess around or whatever right? turns out he got a GIRLFRIEND.
2. one of my CLOSEST friends has created a rift between us , so i ask to talk to him today .. and appanretly some guy broke his jaw so i get all worked up , as i always do when i become protective and i start calling in favors to have this kid destroyed but no , eric has to YELL AT ME . so then i yell at him for being sucha dick for the last month ESPECIALLY when i needed him most so now we're mad at each other.
update _______ 2:27 AM.
but y'know what?
none of that matters to me at this very moment. why? because i just got off the phone with one of the most important men in my life. vince vuong. all the ups and downs we've gone through since summer started, also don't matter. i don't care that we dont' talk as often and i dont' care that he doesn't think of me as close of a friend as i think of him, cause he's still an amazing guy who'll always look after me . <3
that and, after tonight. i've come to realize that no matter how insecure i feel about having friends that're truly there for me, i still do have people right now. i don't know how long they'll stick around, but they're here now. and that's all that matters.
TONIGHT <3 PATRICK CHUNG, JASON CHEUNG, MATT TOM, RACHEL KOO, JONJON LAM(godbrother), ANDREW SUEN, REBECCA YU & KWANNIE.