Feb 22, 2006 21:57
dont feel well....
but life is grand!
i learned more of L5Y on the piano from the lovely alySHa....
my friends are super...
everything is just going in a positive direction.. now that im not dying over laramie.... i have a weight that was lifted....
its weird thinking that this might work....
i hate that people keep reminding me of the past... i was not scared until you kept bringing it up... i think that its different this time.... i really think it is...
i would really like to say i told you so..... because i did... i did tell you that this would happen... that what you did was not going to make it better... but i actualy just want to say that im sorry that it didnt work the way you wanted it to... im so sorry... becuase out of everything i really want you to be happy.
much love guys!!!!
"everybody knows it sucks to grow up. and everybody does. its so weird to be back here. and let me tell you what the years go by and were still fighting it."