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ok. call me a slut. call me a whore and a bitch. i don't know what it is that you have against me but dang.
i mean... wow. i hate that you are so nice in front of my face and hate me behind my back. its not ok. like i will be nice to someones face but i wont pretend to be great friends with them. its not ok. stop it.
i hate being bi..... i hate it. it can suck my ass... my cousin was like.... wow must be convenient being bi. no it isn't. it sucks ok? it sucks because it can hurt the people i care most.it sucks because i have no idea of who to love.... it just plain sucks.
it sucks because i like him a lot... a lot a lot... but i don't want a repeat of what happened before with the guy i liked.... oy.but i think hat maybe this is different... i dunno though... i wish i remembered how i felt the last time.... i wish i could remember most things.... honestly i cant. damn.
what is it about him?
i mean... wow. i hate that you are so nice in front of my face and hate me behind my back. its not ok. like i will be nice to someones face but i wont pretend to be great friends with them. its not ok. stop it.
i hate being bi..... i hate it. it can suck my ass... my cousin was like.... wow must be convenient being bi. no it isn't. it sucks ok? it sucks because it can hurt the people i care most.it sucks because i have no idea of who to love.... it just plain sucks.
it sucks because i like him a lot... a lot a lot... but i don't want a repeat of what happened before with the guy i liked.... oy.but i think hat maybe this is different... i dunno though... i wish i remembered how i felt the last time.... i wish i could remember most things.... honestly i cant. damn.
what is it about him?