It's just i'm getting bored with the routine of the ceremony where i think it's not too important. It's like you come, dress in your best outfit and let some old man put a medal around your neck and then, some photo session. I hate this. Plus I've to pay quite sum of money. The ceremony will mark me and my collages to become a real person where we can go out and treat sick people after 2 years of hardship. But still i feel that ceremony is not important. It's your desire and willingness to help people is the most counted.
So they told us to submit some photos of our life chronology; from kids to now which i'm going to twist it into photos of chibi arashi and me. XD Then, i'm gonna put some meaningful lyrics from my arashi favorite songs which always kept my spirit up!
They gonna show it up at the background screen during my turn on the stage and i'm sure, I will be proud of myself if this happened!
haha.