"its just one of those days..."
I spent the day with my baby, it was really nice, I just got home and I am so tired... I love him you know... I love HIM not I love what I want him to be, I love him... he is so perfet in my eyes... I get to pick up the ring on friday... they could re-size it... can you believe it, a 3 1/2.. damn I have small fingers but I love that ring! I get paid in two days which is always sweet... I am going to go take a shower and then get some nice sleep cuz I not only have to go to school but I have to work, so good fun... I am just so overwealmed... I lay with him and I just look at him and its so real... hes my best friend... i was talking to my mom yesterday... I told her about the time he got kicked out of class and people look at me like I am the one who should have him in line, someone even told me " damn amber Manny is out of controll, how can you be with him" I got with Manny because I love hime for him... My mom understands that... she even said that when people say you cant just have your boyfriend as your friend they are wrong.. and its true... Manny i one of the best friends I have ever had... I gossip with him I bitch with him, I cry with him andhe has never turned his back on me, that is a best friend right there.. I guess what I am saying is who ever is inlove and they love every detail of the person the love from the way they smirk or giggle or laugh... I am happy for them... because I know how good it feels.... I know how you love every single thing they do, the way they walk, eat, smile ... the way they kiss you... you love them and you know that there is no one or nothing worth trading it in for... Manny loves me and I love him, we both know it... I feel so lucky... I know I talk about him a lot but he is just such a blessing to me.... I am happy for anyone that feels happy because they are loved and are in love... I am happy for you because I know... *smiles*
"its just one of those days..."
"its just one of those days..."