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There is an angel on youtube who is utterly utterly lovely for supplying me with the last few episodes of Season Three: Veronica Mars. Even _clochette_ knows that my LoVe for that show is psychotic {totally a slipped in VM reference} and that for the love of all that is RobThomas-y and precious, there is a reason I'm set to away on msn. Granted, this lead to me spamming _clochette_ randomly with zomgIoveshirtlessDickcasablancas but >.< it has a reason. Most noteably comments I've gotten from Luke that are generally along the lines of "hmph! you are beyond rude" that he sends at 2:37AM when I'm set to away, and my name says, "No not disturb unless you are family". [smashes thing] The fact we left things off on a sour note [when I blatantly told him, I hated how he was controlling and obsessive about my actions] and he said he was going to block/delete all forms of contact with me, and without dealing with said issue wants to be..speaking again... If there is anything that is the kingofall"turnoffs" is needyness ¬.¬. I'm already needy enough. Clingyness freaks me out. It's a thing _slightlyfemini totally understands and therefore why we function so well together...
..This is where the Introvertkicks in. [or I think as ariachild has kindly put it, the extroverted introvert that is Mitz]. I think, as much as I need to run out of the house sometimes.. I'm finding that I need about twice/three times the amount in solitude. Being extroverted makes things easier in the long run for me. But for the most part, it exhausts me to .... [insert theory that social interaction is like dancing and one has to adapt and change to different people's rhythms]. I can run through my own mind going through which set vocabulary to use.. or which references too make.. but in the long run. I will collapse and probably snap. Hence why, [directed at Luke who drains me more than most]- I.do.not.reply.constantly. That and I find him emotionally manipulative. [headesk] I also don't have the courage to tell him that IRL.
I talk about those issues too much for my own liking. On the good run! one of the amazing0s [will someone agree with me? _clochette_] Alexander McQueen who is soamazingitsenoughformetowanttogotLondon quite fantastic in terms of radical fashion, has used Skulls in his newest collection { I think of scarves} which means, the Loverly Home that is Hong Kong + 5cm [one of my favourite stores under the IT chain and the total score of my gothiercrufixskull outfits from 2 years ago- and is now available in Shatin Town Plaza since the whole total-revamp for richerdemographic change] has variations on such. God, as much as this is one of the first years where the option of staying behind for some serious Partyinghard with the Loverlys, Miguel and Family+co have been tempting me with both Videogames, Comic books and.. um. Makeoveryclothyness. Girl needs new clothes, and Mom secretly is suggesting that if I can accomplish that transformation thingy [much like that 80s cartoon where the girl could become a superstar because of her Star earings that I used to wake up at like 6am everyday to try watch but fail as I am lazy as?] she will visit me just before [Insert University or Tafe Course or Waitressing Job] starts and get me the dream corset I want [and, I am undersure if she was joking that she can get one herself]. Which reminds me.
Happy Lunar Birthday Mom/Silly lil hag.
It helps that she both mentally registers in my head as forever 36, and actually looks younger and prettier than me. I've decided that instead of buying say x,y,and z corset from Victorian gothic for $116 with the lack of decent boning and a color that I don't actually like. I want to actually buy one when I can afford + would look best in it. and that is not happening atm... and then one day, a visit to Mr Pearl. Hopefully I can split it half half, so I can stay long enough to hangoutwitheveryoneIlove and long enough to have that socialkick, before I descend into total PSP/Foxtel Equivilant-NOWtv watching. Usually I have one major familyfight or two every holiday, and I'm hoping with the lack of angst of current, this won't happen. Still. the Possibility is unerving. I've also .. slowly cut all ties with my friends from my old school {who is not _slightlyfemini} I fear it might be too late to try refix, even for nostolgic sake. I've found myself talking to David once or twice, and Connie even after our major fight a few months ago when things were utterly conseridered over. My last visit was heartbreaking when I saw ... yeah. I'm going to forget about that. Although Chris Cheung did leave a amusing message on my myspace with the two lines, When are you coming back to Hong Kong? we should go get drunk" or something to that effect that I found very amusing. This is so typical and so unlike the same boy in year 4 who wanted me to draw him pictures from the Worms video game. I love my friends here now, in Australia. and god, even with all the trauma that has come along with living here, would not go back to the previous groups if it meant retaking back what has happened.. I guess I have to though, at least to go say bye. Or attempt too. Nobody stays in HK after Highschool. Not in a british international school. My hugely nostolgic self would kill me if I never went back and said goodbye.
SPOILERS- Up to 3x05
On another note. a Old bestie of mine has just called one of my australianfriendsugly. I feel urges to defend and slay in my head rising. REALLIFEOCCRISIS!cept less sleazy.
...I'm going to move on from that and talk about how much I loved the past few episodes of Veronica Mars. RobThomas. I love you. I love your wit. I love how I can already predict how you are going to wrench and break my heart. Things that just pop into my mind right at this moment, I am suprised that they are not showing more impact on Dick Casablancas than they could have. Unlike Logan loosing his father, Dick lost his brother.. who although we see constantly mistreat, I suspect cares for deep down-in a totally misunderstanding way. Ok. so your brother not only turns out to be a rapist, but also a murderer of SEVERAL accounts and then killed himself? I would suspect that would lead to more than just a late night visit to Logan in tears and thats about it. Though his utterly showed annoyance that Veronica finds out is a redeming factor. i suspect this is the misunderstanding and utter incomprehension of a girl who would rather show emotions than Bottle up such as the actions of the more masculinesex. On the same guy but different topic. a) Whatever Dick Casablancas [you can tell I love tying out his name right?] is doing to his hair, or not doing [such as cutting it]. It is working. so. well. It is hott as, and shaggy and utterly ruins my rules of being attracted to darkhairedpalejewishguys. He has a [ifAaronCarter actually grew up hott instead of loosing it between the 'Oh Aaron Album' and the "Not Another Earthquake-USA patrotic Album'] look. and brings me back to the time, when I thought the lead singer of The Calling was hott as. b) In front of the Fraternity with shirtless Dick Casablancas. For someone who in my head I imagine to be overlybuilt o.O Dick is surprisingly a good ratio of lankey and built. Man. these overly hormonal rants better not be read by familymembers or like. ANYONE.
Second thing. I love what Veronica's hair is looking like these days. My own failed attempts to replicate her LibraryDeskJob Haircut [cutest library in the world or what?] when she has the endofepisode talk with Logan is failed. but I do like it. I'm unsure how I feel about Logans newish Long hair though. Its looking a bit nearing90s to me except it seems to jump depending on the amount of Gel usage. This fact is utterly cancelled out however by the fact he appeared utterlynaked in episode 2 for a political statement of such//practical joke and something about how he messes up and then apologizes and you melt? It totally is a bad boy-reformed thing. Except unlike Spike who turns into a total sap of clingy, Logan still has the bad boy thing! + that scene where he enters and Veronica had just faced the robbers in masks, and he grabs the back of her head and pulls her against him in comfort. and I'm like *melts*. ALSO! to Clockworkorangefans. The realisticpopculture references, There was a guy dressed up as Alex at the CasinoHalloween thing.. Will Someone tell me what VM//Logan twin'd up as? and also. I'm really disliking the lack of Mac who seems to be more friendly with Parker than VM...and Parker needs to.. decide for certain if she likes Veronica or not, and stop being jumping between. Clive is awesome as always, new romantic love interest for Daddy? = no. Just no. Lack of Wallace? bothered by until he did make an appearance, he did not seem the type to me to cheat. ZOPMGALSO. LONG LOST BROTHER [totallyis a chracter addition to Logan for the sake of creating complexity] is SO CUTE. not the fake one, the teacherelementaryschool one. ahem.
Herst University's Dean's wife TOTAL MILF or a young milf. whereas he both amuses me with his rants, but also slightly tinges upon creepy and potentially violent. I love how VM landed Weevil the job [everyone say: awwww] and how I feel so bad for ex-leader of Motocycle gang turned matienance worker. also. VM's bad habit of accusing friends and lovers of doing bad things, is heartbreaking. Mostly because we never see her go back and apologies. in fact! Vm apologizing to Logan was a shocker which I found a nice contrast to watching, the Scorpion King Last night [LOLZ THE ROCK] who seemed to be falling into negative circumstances not because of bad decisions but because of bad luck and circumstance. Aka. the guy never made a single bad move in the film.
I cannot say I dislike PIZ, but I know the purpose of his character is to contrast to the angst that is Logan and potentially steal her heart away.Good relationships don't sell on tv, and I know this. I just know that eventually I will have to suffer the heartbreak of LoVe being lost. Though Piz mentioned Emo and how bad it was to be considered emo but then totlaly implied his band was emoish... um. yes.
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I had a loverly accomplishing day on Friday! = hour talk with Fiona from the Careers department about Buffy/VM. It made my day. Other things I'm finding interesting recently, finding late seasons of Will and Grace on Foxtel which I have not seen [dude! John Cleese].. Star Trek Voyager with a cameo feature of Captain Sulu [have not seen much or any star trek at all nor do I understand most of the techno bable, however. I find the show intreging for the random plot aspect. though this might be caused by my fascination with Sulu. and "oh my!" or just because GEEKSON talks about it all the time]. + Battlestar Gallactica. I've been hearing it is quite the excellent from many people [and including GeeksOn] and how it embraces the use of SCIFI to explore moralistic dilehmas...with good dialogue. Shall explore this somehow. That and the previews on SCIFI Foxtel make me want to watch Xfiles again. David Duchovny, [impossible to spell name] but oh so pretty.
Also. Dita Von Teese is hott as is this song Serenade in Blue. I found myself Limewire-ing songs that I grew up listening too [next to the Folkpeterpaulandmary+Cliff richard, PRE-90s pop] such as Nat King Cole's L.O.V.E//Mona Lisa//Paper Moon and Louis Fitzgerald's Wonderful World..which I find so beautiful and comforting. God, there are all these movies I'm looking forward too as well!
MOVIES I PLAN TO SEE
Black Dahlia:
This movie like Hollywoodland combines my love of MURDER MYSTERY[vintage Old time Radio style with the classicDick Hat and quick witty lines] DETECTIVES [like Johnny Dollar, Archie Goodwin and Frank Sinatra's Rocky] FILM NOIR VINTAGE and of course, Betty Short's Tale from CrimeLibary.com Even if I have to endure Josh Hartnett [hah!_slightlyfemini.. for the love of a good murder mystery. a classic, I shall!] OUT NOVEMBER 23rd
ACCEPTED
I think would make a PERFECT movie for us year12-ers about to leave Highschool. Firstly, the guy in it is the MAC/PC ad guy "Hi! I'm a Mac.." who is kind of cute in the odd sort of way. and secondly, Lewis Black (one of my favorite Jewish men in general] plays the Dean of the FAKE university they make up.[as well as One of the BEST comedians I think, and from The Daily Show with Jon Stewart] This story is about a guy like us, who applies to universities as he graduates and is rejected by each of them. Its about LOVING to learn but not being able to take the standard linear line. Its about breaking out of the system of "You must get X, Y and Z grades to enter"... and the system. Its also a light hearted comedy that will prepare us or at least relax us for our whole.. graduating thing. [OUT..THIS THURSDAY]
Good German
Not entirely sure about this plot yet, but ok. I've seen visuals. For people who have seen "Good Night and Good Luck". the cimentography is very similar. Filmed in Black and white with long lingering scenes of smoke.. VINTAGE [see a pattern?] . Brings back my fascination with WWII {totally was there before Le Pianiste-Adrien Brody], I'm starting to really like all these vintage works that George Clooney does and even if Spiderboy bothers me, I shall watch this. POST WW2,... also a mysteryesque movie with ..beautiful beautiful visuals.... [OUT FEB 22]
Hollywoodland
Firstly. Adrien Brody. Need I say more? When first seeing him in Le Pianiste, my thought was a) wow, what a beautiful oh my god, what a beautiful man. and b) he would make the PERFECT OLD TIME RADIO Detective. Though! he turned down the role in Wong Kar Wai's Lady from Shanghai {to be replaced by Jude Law? wtf pretty guy but not the same class. } which I have yet to fully forgive him for.. his appearance in King Kong, and his role in the Singing Detective [contrasting so much with Love the Hard Way-did not like] only concreted the fact that this guy, has nostolgic Old Hollywood Class. also. this movie FEATURES the glamerous Old Hollywood life, WITH a murder mystery//or suicide. and talks about.. the actors.. and the suspense and the classic..classic *falls over* I'm going to see this film even if it means personally asking the director for one. [OUT MARCH 07]
TOTALLY TIME FOR MEME. {long post aye?} STOLEN FROM jebe
1. What color is your bra?
Black! I used to have a series of Japanese Cute ones with matching//decorated bra straps except.. um. bewb sizage changed all that. Damn Asian stereotypes!
2. Do you ever lie about your age?
o.O I SOMETIMES SAY IM YOUNGER. I mean. I feel less mature. I cry when kids call me "lady"
3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
I like.. tough guys who are sensitive once in a blue moon. [tough on the outside and soft on the inside, like... Watermelons] SUCH AS! Logan Echolls! and Spike! Angsty outsides like Angel is less cooolio [season 1 Angel is exempt]
4. Do you prefer blond or dark haired guys?
JEWISHGUYS generally have dark hair. As a general rule dark hair.[Robert Carmine, Jason Schwartzman] But *waves fist* Spike and Dick Casablacas makes me revert back to the giggling mess that thought Aaron Carter was attractive. {long timeago]
5. Are you currently single?
Totally and devoted to that of .. Fangirlage
6. How many things in your past do you regret?
Hahahaha. I'm liking life too much to ponder about such things. Major one of current is Picking VIsual Arts instead of Fine Arts for Monash.
8. Do you have a best friend?
_clochette and _slightlyfemini and like my mother. are the only 3 people I can talk to in 100% honesty
9. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Elsewhere. Having lived in several places. Having seen a lot of things. Having ..confidence! thats it.
10. Have you ever kissed two people in one night?
MAYBE.yes.
11. Where do you shop to buy most of your clothes?
I love.lovelovelovelove. Anything under "IT" {5cm..IZZUE...Campers..+the designer brands they ship in] but because of the ..constant change of trends, my liking them differes with what is fashionable. um. but I go there a lot >< xassortment of Gypsybohemian shops I find. Stuff like Bauhaus and TOUGH. i also like because they supply my communist fixation.
12. Who was the last person you hugged?
uh. Sarah A. I think!
13. Have you ever had your heart broken?
I've been hurt. I've been upset. I don't think I've [apart from Jack] been that scarred in the past at all ! ^.^ POSITIVE THINKING +10
14. Have you ever thought about ?
? QUESTION MARK
15. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them?
LIKE DANNY STRONG???or in general? who hasnt! the momment I layed my eyes on Tommy from PowerRangers..... and the rest is history
17. If you could change anything about your past, what would you change?
NO PAST PONDERING. its SO EMO.
....I'm too sleepy to finish >.