Procrastinating
Your accusations that I have been procrastinating are absolute truths lies to slander my name! and the fact I've been downloading a series of msn proxies to find a suitable adium replacement (tasting the additional tools of msn live messenger have been too sweet! if only it was able to keep up with my typing and died less). Currently I doubt there is another program with the smooth sleeknature of AdiumX and I still consider it my main (even if my brother insists upon being a TRAITOR Mecury User). aMSN appears to be promising, with the webcam/nudging/'friendly' message addition. Still, appearance wise-its rather..lame aka PC'ish and utterly unaquaesque. The fact it kills my computer in lag (even with the version for OSX.3.9) and only started working after a good reboot... I have no idea why I even typed that paragraph. The fact I have nothing to whine about is hopeful. Even though, the sudden realizations of euphoria have lessened, I generally have been able to combat any hint of emo away. I suspect my limitations..on my playlist (less AFi dude. associations are bad, and emotional attatchment) and shift it dramatically to Common Rotation. I love how _slightlyfemini always sticks with me whenever I discover a new band ( and never complains when I mock her for her choices) such as when we both got into Rooney, Murderdolls and HIM. I do love the girl muchly. Common Rotation is quite the win, possibly because I associate it with Adam Busch and therefore the convention, that or the fact it just..is (overuse of this word) euphoric. I've also seen more of lizzeh_gal which is quite great. My idealisticsillydreams of moving within the vicinity of her, has not made our past plans of sharing an apartment together so far off. I think the general happiness might stay for a bit longer, I do like waking up every day and not being too fussed with things to bring me down. I'm uncertain if this relates that closely to my acknowledgement that, in regards to relationships, o.O there are actually 'charming' people out there who would not tread on me.. This of course does not relate to the fact that meeting Danny Strong and being utterly melted in his charmysuaveness and the fact I have an entire future ahead of me is great. I've made some silly decisions in the past, and got too attatched to things that realy were not that win. I have much plans to travel and experiance different things. I'm treading on soppy here, so I will stop.
Also. How great is Foxtel? dude. God I love American Television. My bittorrent has died, or doesn't work at home. So if people whisper me TDS jokes, I would marry you. I'm finding much amusement in Saturday Night Live. Also, I think I'd like to start asking questions every week or so. For the sake of it, like a ThursdayThree kind of thing. Cept I have the power of choosing/numbery. For the win. The question below stems from this conversation I had with lizzeh_gal in regards to.. um. marriage. o.O which I don't see myself doing. ever. but her timelineplans really put my own..future thing in perspective. of. um. youth-loosing panic.
MITZ ASKS:
a.Where do you see yourself in 5 years time?
b.One thing you want to do before you teh dies?
Stolen from wat_is_left (Who is a million types of awesome)
YOU
1. A Cuddler? I would assume so. But as of current, this is limited to like the 60+ pillows and Plushie cows on my bed. and random hobos I pick up from the street.
2. A morning person? ...If you wake up in the morning, you like lifed way too much, or have had too much caffiene. Sleep is my nonperscription drug.
3. Are you a perfectionist?: I sway from being utterly anal, to totally giving up and making a shit job. There are no shades of grey.
4. Religious?: Addictive personality? Yes. I obsess. To the extent some might with religion. I know this wouldpotentially mean I could easily drop into religious fanaticism (RE: Dennis leary in regards to this). but honestly, I just don't have the faith/it in me to believe in any sort of deity that is not Jon Stewart. I believe that some people need relgion to understand the world. I do this through spending too much time listening too Standupcomedians define the world, and through Urbandictionary. You say potato, I say photatoes.
5. Pajamas? Man. I keep falling asleep in between undressing out of school uniform and putting on pjs. I'm that exhausted. My general assortment of nightclothes are like. HIM SHIRTS/baggy Harvey Davidson shirts/Starwars tshirts + whatver pants I have. (SOMG. Mitz owns pants!). I own like one pair of pjs and they are covered in Orange Duckies. and varies nightdresses that you'd have to shoot me to get me to wear these days. But if you would like to donate to the Mitz wants the same pjs as Buffy and Grace (from Will and Grace) Fund", I would not object at all. The sushi ones that is!
6. Left handed?: Nup. But can pick up things/pinch with both set of toes <--- TMI? probable. But it amuses me so.
LAST
1. Friend you saw: gracheness me thinks, when she was sick =( and I dragged her to dinner with me. I kind of feel bad/love her. Her internet usage is scandelous I think. We should all send her large files.
2. Talked to on the phone: I wish I had a better answer to this than Skalex. But I don't.
3. Message over my space: Last one I sent?.. SO TOTALLY DON'T REMEMBER = 1000000000 years ago before keyboard was invented so I had to mentally send the signal over with my asian kungfu powers. Last one recieved, from Lor. Who is kind of. um. too beautiful to be speaking to me.
4. Worn: um. a BRIGHT PINK SHIRT. I lie not. How many of you don't believe me? YOU ARE FOOLS. Trying this 'wearing color' thing, kind of forgot how to do it though, which is quite probematic. This is of course my excuse to buy new clothes.
5. Was today better than yesterday?: Weather realy messes with my head, days seem to blend into one bliss. I cannot even remember what day it is in general. Defining one day as "good" and 'bad' carries implications the next will be better/worse. I'm kind of trying out the "every day balances the next out..it flows into one another = everything is great' thing. in general. Wow. this makes me sound like I've found a religion or something. I'm just dazed in euphoria ok. and not on drugs.
FAVORITE
1. Number: 4, 5, 14,
2. Color(s): One true love= RED. though I wear a ridiculous amount of red. Favorite color of the week is bright Orange, only because that orange shirt that Adam Busch wears is like the greatest shirt in the world. The day, guys realize that winning is entirely in changing from tshirts --> brightly colored or well color co-ordinated tshirts.
3. Season(s):If I say one or the two, the next days weather is going to suck and I'm going to regret it. I'd rather be cold though, than be sweating and icky. Being cold generally means I can forget it by wearing more clothes/sleep more/take a shower. Hot weather requires much more efffort on my behalf to function as a human.
CURRENTLY
1. Missing: BitTorrent >.< Un-laggy YouTube. Money o.O Having more euphoria?? OH. Motivation.
2. Needing: Stop Procrastinating and describing my entire life in a meme.
3. Wanting: Trying to Maintain a PG rating here
Q's AND A's
Q: Last thing you ate:
A: Indian Curry+ Rice + Futurama = PERFECT MIX OF HOT SPICY..SCi FI?
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: There is seriously, no Eggs in this house. I want raw eggs. o.O um. and the fact my room is a mess is preventing me from studying. But there is really nothing preventing me from cleaning except my own laziness.
Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: SNAKES ON A PLANE. or possibly Fearless. But SNAKES ON A PLANE is so much more awesome, I shall mention that instead. Sporks+ PSP REFERENCE = a Winner.
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: CocoJos to just get a breather out of house. and then walked home. to North Balwyn. should have chosen other shoes.
Q: Do you smile often?:
A: Not as much as I should, If you see me staring up into the sky, I'm smiling inside.
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: I wish upon other things. Ridiculous supersticious things, like "if this tram arrives before I get there.. it means.." I've mentioned this before.
Q: Are you a friendly person?:
A: I'm. a bad person. I am. really
Q: Where did you sleep last night?:
A: Hanging upside down wrapped in my batwings. Orpossibly curled up in a fetal position (because my bed seriously is in need of clearing of books and cds) on my bed. with a burn mark on chest because I forgot to turn the heating blanket off.
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?:
A: Seriously Bright Pink. It burns my eyes
Q: Do you have more guy or girl friends?
A: uh. I'm not going to count, but I suspect its 50%50% Maybe not.
Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: Not since the funeral-period-of-time o.o I haven't been able too.
Q: What was your last thought before you went to sleep last nite
A: I mentally prepare storylines before I sleep in hopes of having that dream, it never works that way. For example, I ended up dreaming about [insertnameofchildhoodsweetheartwhoIhaventseensincexmas] in some weird adventure thing (also odd because I haven't thought about him in ages either), instead of what I planned was "Mitz is at random coffee store in Manhattan beach with her red vespa outside, on her macbook uploading photos onto Flickr to send to Yeeman..when person asks if they can share the booth..and she looks up and sees Danny Strong.." Its true. I'm my own marysue in my dreams (who isnt?) Man. This is total overshare. I think its this thing that my mom used to suggest to help me sleep when I was like 5. a "Magic Fareaway" Tree- Enid Blyton thing. "Today in your sleep you're going to visit..the land of Comic books" etc. I love living out alternate lives and journeys in my head.
Q: What are you about to do?
a: ...clean but possibly just change into bedclothes and fall asleep halfway again.
Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10?
A: 7. Could be better. could be much worse
Q: What do you hear right now?
A: "Clear Channel" - Common Rotation. I really should be recharging my pod, but listening with headphones in is so much more, consuming and..private? I don't know. I like being utterly drowning in the lyrics. I still have yet to figure out these lyrics though, they make less sense than the Rooney ones. Silly indiefolk.
Q: If you could drink anything right now what would it be?
A: Kind of have urges that Fizzy fruit flavored water. healthy too o.O
Q: Anything hurt on your body right now?
A: my left arm. But i've been ignoring it. I think because my right arm gets to rest on the table and the left has to hang there while typing.
Q:What's your favorite month?
A: Events define my year =P not the calender set months.
Q: What was your elementary schools mascot?
A: We had houses. A lion, Banyan Tree, Sparrow (or some sort of blue bird) uh.. I honestly don't remember the rest. I suspect Dragon too. Very imaginative, I know.
Q: What’s your favorite bottled water?
A: The green ones that have the funny lids. I remember when they first came out, Albert brought one to class and I was amused. and then he did that weird jumping thing.
Q: Whats your favorite Starbucks drink?
A: Chilliano-Mocha. Because. I used to be an asian trendoid.
Q: Do you prefer coffee or tea?
A: Dark Black Chinese Tea because it keeps my heart going. But the whole overtaking Red Eye thing has made me ..kind of intolerant to any sort of Caffiene. or possibly just paranoid.
Q: Something red within 5 feet of you?
A: My glasses, my bracelets, a cd on my desk, my bag, my shirt on the floor, um.. my desktop photo.
Q: Least favorite color?
A: Nobody can pull off Yellow. don't even try. Unless you are Lorne, but his complexion is green for petes sake. It makes sense.
Q: Favorite kind of pizza?
A: ..i ..don't..like pizza. GASP. its not like I hate it, its just I'm mostly likely to choose X instead of pizza when given the choice. This also applies to chocolate/icecream/candy. if life and death, Magherrita.
Q: Ever had Dippin Dots?
A: wha?
Q: Ever make fun of a homeless person?
A: I am guilty of this. But did it so with guilt. that and It was Alex Brett and he made me go to the bathroom with him.
Q: At what age do you want to get married?
A: Unless with [insert name of jewish celebrity, probally never. I'm not sure if I have the patience or the ability to stay put and not be totally insane-causing. I'm afraid of hurting. I also get bored easily.
Q: How many kids do you have/want?
A: ;) NONE THAT I KNOW OF. wait. that doesn't work. with the whole boob thing going on. >.< I'd make a bad parental. I can't even commit to one shampoo.