Dec 22, 2007 12:38
i hate the shortest day of the year. and in general hate this time of year.
last nite and today fell yucky, sad, weepy. cold, short tempered...
had to spend 250 bucks on small repairs on car.
really tired, work is stupid busy. three more days till i have one off.
and this morning after picking up my car (which should have been fixed yesterday) and fighting with them about the price of things ( i was under the impression it was gonna be like 100 -150 bucks and was surprised when they told me it would be 340!!!???) i was looking forward to listening to this american life and it was the topic of "home alone" and the first segment was about people who die alone. basically one of my most profound fears.
not great on a day when i am feeling pretty sad and kinda isolated.
blech.
why cant i be on a beach with all of you drinking a drink with an umbrella in it??
electronic love would be great.