Initiate *somewhat angry* emo rant mode

[mitsume_greyn]

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[toltiir]

Hey you...I do care about you quite a bit. And it ain't no illusion, for that I am certain of. I think of you very often to the point of getting mopey about you not being nearby so that I can see you, and life not letting me do as I please and visit you on a more regular basis. As for you saying that you are an ass.... eh who isn't is some way... sometimes in this existance you have to be so that people don't walk all over you. I should know I am too nice and people do walk all over me... probably why my life keeps dying in front of me despite my best efforts. As for relationships... odd area... while it is true one is not needed to survive or to live life, it is just one of those little pleasures in life having someone you care about and they care about you right back. I guess some things in my heart concearning you never left ne? I apologize if it does make you uncomfortable knowing I do still think of you that way, but if I must choose between being just friends or never seeing you... I choose friends...I at least have that, and with that I am happy. Maybe it's becuase I'm too nice that you don't want to be in that situation... afraid as you put it of hurting me. Out of anyone I have known, I would accept that pain without fear.

God listen to me I'm getting emotional... man I act more like a female than most females do... oh well I guess thats my lot and place in life. I wouldn't be me if I wasn't this way. But I ask but one thing just never forget that there will always be one person that cares deeply and will always stand at your side. I would give you hug, but words can only convey so much but for what it's worth *Big Hug*