From "Overcoming Social Anxiety"-

"Gaining isnight into the origins of a social anxiety problem is, in our experience, rarely sufficient to make the problem go away."

Heh.

i wonder if my allergies will finally stop if i rip off my face.

If there was a chinese place nearby that was open and delivered all night, or at least was ope until like 1 am, especially if i could order online (even for pickup) then I would love them to bunches.

writing novels hard.

and slow.

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The cashier behind me at the border's cafe couldn't possibly be any cheerier. No way. She's at the cheery limit, the cheerful sound barrier. If she gets any more cheerful, her own cheeriness will expand beyond its own inner barrier, causing an explosion that will tear through borders, shooting chairs and wayward coffee drinkers out the window and ( Read more... )

Shaman Chapter 5 completed. I'm hoping to pick up the pace now. Begin to find a rhythm, you know, my first one ever. Heh.

OK, it's about time I enact my cunning plan.

please 20 mg of geodon, do not destroy me. I will be your friend. I realize i cant avoid you any longer, as my withdrawal symptoms are keeping me from sleeping.

This is one third the dose of last time, and the second time i'm taking it, so i shouldnt get the shock effect either.

:crosses fingers::

This medication fucking blows. I never know when how i feel is natural or not. Whether my reaction to something is theh way most people would react, or whether i need to rein in. These days its mostly the latter, but i never know. I get so upset I feel like punching walls until my knuckles bleed over the smallest stuff, sometimes stuff that i just ( Read more... )