Trying Hard...
I am actually trying very hard, trying my very best not to think too much...
Everything seems changing...
And yet, I still dared not to face the current situation that I had for myself.
I tried to shrug it off sometimes, thinking of this, "nah...I don't think so. My preference seems so much of a difference..."
And there are times that I would change the topic for myself.
However, the more I think about it, the more I feel afraid.
=X
I think I'm going to let Nature takes its course.
After all, what's meant to be mine, will be mine. What is not, will be not.
I'm just hoping that things will eventually, turn out fine, regardless of whatever happens.
*sighs*