gotta keep on going...
Why is it that everything always happens at once...
School tuition
Car registration
Car insurance
Realizing you dont have an extended warranty on your car
Credit card bills
Owing your mom money
There's more i'm just too exhausted to think about it. Oh and the fact that i'm not sure where the hell I am working right now. I guess at Yovana... ok that's fine and all but i need money. I guess next week is PTA job hunting.
I found an amazing job at a pediatric clinic I REALLY REALLY want. I just have to go get it. And I can get the job at scottsdale on weekends... I just need to take and pass my boards.
Debt sucks. I managed to get myself in pretty deep the past 2 days. Luckily my mom is helping but I dont want to weigh her down either.
Well, I guess this is life... and so be it. I'll get through it I always do.
As for school next semester... I decided to not kill myself working full time and going to school 15 credit hours. I dropped it down to 12. I gotta quit telling myself I can take on the world and forget about myself. I put a stop to that today. My mom even kinda blunty said "You're going to kill yourself... why do you do this?" Then she asked "where is kit going to fit in? and your friends?" Then i was like... "oh. well damn." I dont know why I do this to myself. It's like I constantly feel like I need to challenge myself and just just keep exceeding myself the next time around. Yet I know how fast I burn out but I keep doing it. But it was funny to have someone say "You put all this stuff on your plate... wonder how in the hell your going to pull it off... and you always do. I dont know how you do it." Thing is... I dont know how I do it either. Oh wait, I work my ass off... dont have a life... and do nothing but work and sleep. yeah, that's gonna change.
Now I just need more money... Oh, and a job. :(
But before that... I need to pass my board. I got a lot of studying to do before Hawaii... ::sigh::
Good news is... graduation- 3 days. :o)