Tied Together With A Smile
Holy cow... it's been a while. I forgot how much I love to write... and how it just puts life into perspective.
So the past few months have been incredibly insane. Just meeting new people... dating... an obnoxious amount of it. Enjoying myself for once... and every moment has led up to today. Now. This very moment.
The moment where for the first time in my life I feel accomplished.
The moment where I know someone is missing me.
The moment where I feel content with where my life is going.
The moment where I finally know I"m happy with who I am... me.
For a while there... I was in a rut and not sure I was gonna get out of it. Granted I was actually going out and meeting new people and dating and figured out what I really wanted in someone. There was a lot of tears and a lot of depression that I wasn't getting out.
But finally it's gone. There's only one thing I'm still upset with is the fact I really haven't seen or talked to Erin in quite a while. I miss her and I love her. I hope she knows that.
As far as the "boy" situation goes... it's actually existant now. I actually fell... quite hard infact and am very curious to see where this headed. I'm just gonna take one day at a time... not rush it and just enjoy it.
Graduation: May 11... = aweeeesom!
Hawaii- 1 month and 12 some odd days....= amazing!
My 21st- 2 months and 12 some odd days... = drunken crazy times in Vegas!!! :)
That is all for now I believe. I need to start writing in this more... I miss it!