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Life has gotten better... I can drive and i am going to see gavin... work is great and i feel like i am actually my own person... i dont really have a social life... and i still feel like there is no one i can talk to... i would talk to scott but he is always with steph and i dont want to take him away from her... i mean i am only like a sis not a girlfriend... that is okay... i will deal... i must... i am okay while i am here... here because i have to be... in January i will truely be happy... I just want to get this stupid thing done with... it is just in the way of me leaving... stupid high school diploma... why must i have it?... meh... what ever... i miss my baby and i love him...