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i hate my life right now... I cant do anything on my own... i am too dependant on people... I want to get my license... i think this will help me somewhat... i hate that i cant choose the classes i want to take and that i have to go to school when i dont feel good... i am sick of hearing how i am stupid and will regret getting married at my age... i am tired of hearing it everyday... i want to be able to come home to gavin and i want to be able to tell him how my day was and i want to beable to curl up in his arms when i go to sleep... i miss him very much i wish i could see him... i love him so much and i want to see him... i love him and it kills me that all i can do is talk to him... but i dont want to find a suppliment... i want him... i dont want anyone else... i want to be held in his arms...
GAH!!! why is life so frustrating right now...
GAH!!! why is life so frustrating right now...