On the road to nowhere

[mistressofrobin]

I think I'd be happier with myself if I had any sense of life direction. Not to mention I'd actually get things accomplished like oh, looking for work. I am way too old to still have never held down a paying job. I'm so stupidly paranoid about ending up a bum on the street waxing poetic about what I should've done with my life, but right now? I'm not a whole lot different, except I'm being a bum at home. It's a dumb state of affairs and I know it, but I'm failing at getting off my butt and doing anything about it. GAH.

Oh, went on a grocery run a few hours ago. When I was backing out to leave, some douchefaces rolled into the parking lot and screamed, "NIGGER!" really loudly. Mature now, aren't we? O.o;;